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| 13 January, 2008 About Methodology 3 Life principle To graspe from the origin life |
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Through investigation in the darkness os body, I found my own methoddology. It goes through life, qualia, resonance, consciousness, subconsciousness, body, movment, visual, audio, emotion, relationship, world image=self image, and thinking channel. In one word, we need to grasp all of fenomeena about life and human at once and as a whole. My methods have three principle as the following; 1. Life principle : To graspe from the origin life 2. Qualia principle : To graspe whole qualia through becoming 3. Resonance principle : To graspe every fenomena as resonance Today I discribe about the first point. When we understand our mind and body, consciousness and subconsciousness, we need to graspe them from the most proto state of origin life. Then we can understand all of them as a whole. What does the single celled creature feel subtle qualia? We need to understand our mind from here. Modern scientist who investigate what is consciousness and mind, tried to reseach human consciousness directly. Some scientst, for example the famous scientist Crick who found DNA double spiral with Watson started invenstigation in consciusness from visual cortex of brain. Another tried to investigate in neuron-network, these methods could not understand them from the most foundamental level. Because the consciousness are supported by each glia cell and neuron cell in our brain. It must have same proccess how to chach and use qualia as a life between our glia-neuron and single celled creature like ameba or bacteria. All of sixty trillions cells feel qualia by oneself, and through resonance of them the consciousness is unified. One cell in our brain feels a subtle qualia same as one celled creature, and the resonance process among them unifies our consciousness. Also some scientists who investigate in qualia, also tryed to understand the consciousness directly. Then don't know about the important role of subconsciousness. Most of them didn't notice about subconsciousness and unconsciousness. Because they belong in the consciousness calture too much. Then they are bound by consciusness. |
| 11 January, 2008 About methology 2 Qualia principle : To graspe whole qualia through becoming |
 Seven subtle dimensions are curled up in the gross four dimensions of time space. Life and qualia are resonating in these eleven dimensions. |
The second method is Qualia principle. It is to graspe everything about life and human as qualia. Graspe means to catch from the most radical basis. The origin of life was born on this planet for billions years before. It occured when the resonance pattern of String as matter, went beyound the normal pattern of matter. How did it occur? A new resonance pattern of String which is able to sense the other matter as a subtle qualia was born. It was origin of life.Life was able to select better resonance pattern by sensing subtle difference of qualia among all kinds of resonance pattern which were occur between life and matters in environment. Life could reserve memories of resonance pattern as qualia between life and matters of environment. According to String theory, thje universe have eleven dimensions including the gross four dimensions which we know well and subtle seven dimensions which are curled into minimum size. →Read the essense of String Theory →visit the elgant universe by brian grren Qualia was generated at the same time with life when life sensed them with resonance. Both of life and qualia are not generated in the gross four dimension which both of matter and energy belong, but generated in the eleven dimension including subtle seven dimension.This is the main reason which all trials to regarded life as matter did not success untill now. Sicientists who reseach life does not know that life and qualia belong another dimensions outof the four dimensions, though the String theory was born fourty years ago. What life senses qualia is qualia enter into life as specific resonance pattern of strings. For example, when life receives sunshine light, light warms cell a little bit. Life can keep this subtle change of it as inner qualia in subtle dimension in it's cell.Life reserve these memories about all kinds of matter and energy, and record them in it's DNA or RNA, and were succeeded to next generation of life through cell division.Recent scientist call them 'gene information', but it is big mistake, because information is able to treat by machine like as computer, but qualia are able to sense by only life.Qualia are imprinted on genom,they are not information. Life and qualia are co-genarated through resonace. Any machine cannot resonate with qualia. The 'qualia principle' as the second method of mine is to graspe everyhting as qualia, not as information. Qualia are able to treat by only life.We need to become life to treat qualia.To contact with everything through subtle qualia resonance as life, thisis the point of the 'qualia principle'. Qualia which life sensed are converted into language in our brain. Words are information which machine can treat.Now almost of us misunderstand that we think with using language, but this misunderstand is occur because the memory of qualia are ignored and forgotten by our consciusness when qualia are changed to language. When we want to graspe qualia, we need to stop the language consciousness.Through swaying meditation when we have transformed from conscious mode to subconscious mode, we can sense qualia streaming in the non- dual and multi-dimension.I call the body in subconscious mode 'subbody', because in our subconscious world the subconsciousness and body are oneness. Then as a subbody we can resonate with everything through qualia stream. Not thinking by head, but graspe by whole subbody as life. When we become subbody and enter into the qualia ocean which is streaming and changing in the non- dual and multi-dimension, we can graspe life and qualia as they are. Next problem is how is it possible to communicate qualia which we got to others? Now it is the time we need the next method. It is 'Resonance method'. I will discribe it tommorow. View string theory Video |
| 10 January, 2008 About methodology 1 Life principle To graspe from the origin life |
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Through investigation in the darkness of body, I have met so many complex multi-dimansional fenomena. During the strrugle against the darkness by alone I found my own methoddology step by step. It goes through life, qualia, resonance, consciousness, subconsciousness, body, movment, visual, audio, emotion, relationship, world image=self image, and thinking channel. In one word, we need to grasp all of fenomeena about life and human at once and as a whole. My methods have the three principle as the following; 1. Life principle : To graspe from the origin life 2. Qualia principle : To graspe whole qualia through becoming 3. Resonance principle : To graspe every fenomena with reconstructing as resonance Today I discribe about the first point. 1. Life principle : To graspe from the origin life When we understand our mind/body, consciousness/subconsciousness, we need to graspe them from the most fandamental state of origin life. Then we can understand all of them as a whole. What does the single celled creature feel subtle qualia? We need to understand our mind from here. Modern scientist who investigate what is consciousness and mind, tried to reseach human consciousness directly. Some scientst, for example the famous scientist Crick who found DNA double spiral with Watson started invenstigation in consciusness from visual cortex of brain. Another tried to investigate in neuron-network, these methods could not understand them from the most foundamental level. Because the consciousness are supported by each glia cell and neuron cell in our brain. It must have same proccess how to chach and use qualia as a life between our glia-neuron and single celled creature like ameba or bacteria. All of sixty trillions cells feel qualia by oneself, and through resonance of them the consciousness is unified. One cell in our brain feels a subtle qualia same as one celled creature, and the resonance process among them unifies our consciousness. Also some scientists who investigate in qualia, also tryed to understand the consciousness directly. Then don't know about the important role of subconsciousness. Most of them didn't notice about subconsciousness and unconsciousness. Because they belong in the consciousness calture too much. Then they are bound by consciusness. We need to know how sink into the darkness of body calming down conscious mind. I will discribe it tommorow. |
| 9 January, 2008 Multi-association in Audio channel |
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During you continue everyday's morning sway, slowly you can feel confortable inner qualia stream are able to feel. Release your throat from habit for arientated to human way of voice. Open your mouth slightly, and follow the natural sound from body with breathing. It's better to becme whale or dolphin. When I traved with performing my butoh peices, I used to dance with resonating whale's song. My favourite recording of whales song was by Paul Winter. The audio channel has deep association with inner qualia of body condition, like a inner organs or inner body fluid stream, than visual channel and movement channel. If you release enough your face and mind, yorr emotion, feeling, human relationship channel are also open with associating. You can find so unique creative qualia streams are folded in our darkness of body. Enjoy it freely. |
| 8 January, 2008 Art Butoh=Hu |
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'Hu' means 'score'. Hijikata Tatsumi used to make Butoh=Hu by poetical words. But also used images of drawings by various artist. Both of them are mixed and become oneness, for creating his uique butoh images. Hijikata tatsumi corrected so many images from artist work. They are remained as a scrap books. Today, I tried to search by google image seach, Francis Bacon(above), Hans Bellemer, Goya, Wols, Jean Fautrie, Dari, Piccaso, and so on. They tried so many different way of transformations. In subbody school, students used to draw one's own subbody world. And we exchnged drawings, each student tried to enter friend's subody world through various channels, voice, emotion, body feeling ,relationship, and world=self image channel. Today I got an idea to crate 'Subbody Art Butoh=Hu'. When I create my own butoh, I normaly use body and movement channels directly. I use neither words nor cvisual images. But for some person, it may work to use words or images. Because each person has each good at channel. Today I got an idea to create 'Subody Butoh=Hu' with using visual images and original words. Already we have subbody art gallery. we can shift it to Butoh=Hu with some changes. It will be my new pleasure in htis year. |
| 7 January, 2008 Voyage for qualia ocean |
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When we calm down consciousness, and enter into confortable swaying world. We can start a voyage in qualia world. This world is not separated into segments like as consensuss daily world or language. It is non-dual and multi-dimensional world. There are no border between inside and outside, mind and body, me and others, individual and group, now-here and nowhere. Many great artists, dancers, philosophers, meditaters know well about this world. Marc Chagall(above) is also one of well known artist. He enjoy voyage of qualia ocean beyoud time and space. Hijikata Tatsumi also sinked into this ocean swaying between this world and another dimension. Philosopher Michel Foucalt diged out a principle of simmilarity which guided inteligence of society of just two, or three hundreds yeas before. He predicted that our inteligence will change when next new type of inteligence will be found. Also Gille Deleuze named this new principle, 'Rhizome' which has different flexibile principle against tree world which was bound by many class and rank, separated into upper/lower, in/out, ,griend/enemy, center/edge, now/past, and so on. Psychiatrist Ignacio Matte Blancio found synmetrical principle which a part become equal with totality, and non-time dimension through investigation in schizophrenia. In this subbody school, we also enjoy vayage of non-dual and multi-dimansional qualia ocean. It is infinite pleasure for life. |
| 6 January, 2008 Standing sway |
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In winter season, our body tend to become stiff, I recommend to sway in standing position for a hour. Find a sunny place, or in fornt of stobe, start subtle swaying. 1. Standing sway Relax whole body. become a sea drogon who is swaying in the ocean. Imagine someone move your imaginary tale, toward front and back, side and side, rotate from smallest circle to biggest circle. 2. Open each channel one by one Body channel: Listen to body feeling in each sway. Listen up to various part of body which is shifting from stiff state to flexible state. Taste qualia when your body recovers fluidity. Movement channel: Move various way, Change the intiating part of body for swaying. Change direction in three dimensions. Change size from minimum to maxmum. Change speed from slowest to top speed. Visual channel: Close your eyes gradually from half eye to full close eyes. Feel the change from conscious mode to subconscious mode depending on the brightnessand the dark. Stop moving and concentrate the shift of body feeling, heart beat, breasing, pressure of blood, and so on. Audio channel: Try various way of breathing with swaying, from bottom breathing to stomach breathing, chest breathing. Open mouth and throat and listen to the subtle body sound with breathing. Follow the body sound stream with amplifing gradually. Let the sound stream freely. Emotion channel: Listen to the subtle change of emotion. When do you feel subtle disconfortable feeling? In increasing speed? Changing of blood preasure? Emotion is the messenger from your life to your consciousness. Talk with your subtle change of emtional signals. (continued from index page) 3. Time travelling in the history of life Conscios process as a human: Slowly go upstream of history of life. When you are in the stage of human, you feel your body with using cerebral cortex. Unconscious process: Stop consciousness, listen to the automatic communication between your limbic system, hypohelamus and body through emotional channel. They communicate by nuerotransmitter, hormon, likw as dopamin, Noradrenalin, adrenaline, serotonin, acetylcolin, endorphine and so on. Animal stage: Listen to the communication between your cerebellum and body condition with changing ballance, body position, and speed, unconsciously your cereblum is working. Animals move by this system mainly. Taste the moving qualia as an animal. Multi-celled creature stage: Shrink your body with swaying, bend your knees, close your prlvis, and chest alittle bit. Sink into more lower creature's state without nerve system. Lower creatures graspe the body condition without nerve. Their life listens to body condition directly. Become lower creature, and imagine how they controll body condition without nerve system. Try to feel the communication between each cell. Single celled creature stage: Shrink a little bit more, and become single celled creature. They can feel qualia of body condition and outside world, through changing of cell's condition. When they recieve sun shine, their cell become warmer, then they can move more flexiblly, this change is the way of catching qualia for them. Thinking and movement are not separated. It is oneness. Feel this oneness state of life. Life graspe qualia directly through this change of of body condition. |
| 5 January, 2008 Release from dualism judgement |
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I have a secret belief which I feel very important. It is strange body feeling which I feel in a very short moment.It is very disconfortable, but I know that a very precious something is folded in the disconfortable body feeling.There is a completely opposite thing is hidden. Because the world where life belongs is not normal three dimensional world, but multi-dimansional world. Then always negative turns to positive, positive changes to negative in that world. Especially the subtle disconfortable feeling of 'not going well', or ' somehting wrong' in the dream which I wrote in today's 'Sinking into darkness' are the most important for me. I have experienced to get very important awareness form them so many times. It is a wisper from my life or my subody. They live in multi dimensional world then they use these oppsite qualia normally. The multi-dimesional world is not separated into 'good and bad', 'Up and down', insede and outside'. It is like the 'Calabi Yau Space' which I uploaded in 'The Resonance' on this site. And the strings (above) are vibrating with resonance in the eleven dimansions. At that space, always Up becomes down, inside turns outside, upsets, overturn, and transforms always. It is the real state of the world. Then when we catch a disconfortable feeling, it must be very good signal from life. To be bound by daily judgement of 'good or bad' and egnore disconfortable feeling is completely foolish thing. The strange body feeling is the treasure for us. When we always sways, we can get this flexible multi-dimansional body sense, and it is able to open creativity of subconsciousness. |
| 4 January, 2008 Become proto life |
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When we try to understand what is life, we need to stop language consciousness. because only human use words, life does n't use words. Imagine single celled creature like ameba. They have life, but they don't use words. What is common nature between us? They feel just qualia, then they are living. What is qualia? Qualia is everything which life feels. They can feel qualia of gravity, qualia of light, qualia of moisture, tmeperlature, taste of air ,water ,and so on. This is the common nature among human and proto creature. Try to be life everyday at least for a while with swaying.(cf. swaying meditation) When you notice the moment the language thinking comes up unconsciously, just say Hallo to thinking channel, and say 'Good bye. See you later', and leave from thinking elegantly. After stop language thinking, taste qualia as they stream. Never explain it by words, otherwise it haides feeling of qualia. To stop thinking and taste pure qualia, this is the first way to approach life. |
| 3 January, 2008 Starting from releasing spine |
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When you wake up in the morning, your spine has become hard and lost flexibility after sleeping for a night. You should start swaying for a while to release spine and joints of your body. It is proper to sway into the crock directions, and three dimensional swaying.(c.f. Practice Guide) If you skip swaying in the morning by daily busy work or something, the creative ideas are not coming up during whole day. We must lose whole day's creativity. Why? The creativity of subconsciousness is coming up from non-channel qualia stream world. body channel is the most proto chanel for life, then it is the key to connect all channels. On the contrary, thinking channke is the most differentiated channel for life, it closes flexible fluidity among all channels. (c.f. channel and introvert channel) If we stay closing the body and movement channels, whole channel does not open. We spend for whole day without opening creativity of subconsciousness, and the day become a poor day. This is the reason why a swaying in the morning is so important. |
| 2 January, 2008 We participate life |
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Modern peole regard that they possess their private life. It is completely illusion. Life continue from the origine to today for four billions years without any cutting. It defferentiated into so many species, but all beings are connected as oneness life. It is not private possession by anyone. What is relationship between us and life? We just participate life for a while. I met the term of 'participation' at the first time in the book of 'Thoughts in primitive communities' by Lucien Levi-Bruhl who was pioneering French anthropology. He said that people who belong in primitive culture follow the law of participation. They think that they share everything in the world including life. It is far better thinking than modern people's one. It is bare fact as it is. They understand life naturally without disturved by modern ego illusion. We have lost the natural feeling of life long time ago. We participate a life with all creatures including ameba, bacteria, and plants. Our life is conected as one life. Our ego disturb us from the real recognition of life. But when we die down our consciousness and meditate about life, we can feel the oneness of life. We need to recover this feeling of participation through deep meditation about what is life. ***** Today's picture is Indio people in Amason forest in Brazil by Claude Levi-Strauss, in his photography book, 'Nostalgia of Brazil'. But almost of their lives has been lost. There are so impressive pictures which tell us what great things we have lost in modern culture. |
| 1 January, 2008 Into a deep state of meditation |
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A happy new year. What did you start to do today? I started to meditate into the just quiet state. As usual I sway, and release body and mind, and let my body calm down and become quiet. This is the best start of new year for me in these years. May you be able to listen to your life, and realize the most thing what your life wants to do the most. |