| November 2007 |
| 30 November, 2007 How to calm down your emotion |
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Emotion is messenger of life to informing subtle change of body conditon to consciousness. Then how to communicate with emotion is important for contact with our life. There are many method to controll emotion. The most important one is breahting. Stop breathing, contract body, and become stiff body You will feel bad body feeling more or less. Emotion is like this. When our body become strange unconsciously, life send messege to consciousness through emotion. Breath out, contract bottom, and release bottom, air wil come in naturally, send fresh air to your whole part of body. This is the first stage of bottom breathing. Ｉt is useful to calm down strangeness of body, and calm down emotion. At first you need to learn how to open your subconscious body and how to calm down it by breahting at the same time. This is the first step of subbody method. To communcate with emotion means to receive everything what is happning in our life. |
| 29 November, 2007 How to transform weakened body |
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Start from sway of sole Become ash body. Your physical body has burn out. You become ash body. Carry it as possible as quiet. Lesten to the subtle sway of sole. You had twenty seven bones in your foot. Listen to the sway of joints of these bone. It starts shake, twist, sway, with changing your gravity center and they resonete with the sway of sacrum joint, chest joint, head joint, and jow joint. These sways which direct to various dimensions are the basis of weakened body. Then on this basis, collapse of each channel happens. Collapse of body, collapse of movement, collapse of visual, audio, emotion, relationship, world image, selfy image, and collapse of thinking channel are happen. And your desires collapse. At last your life sway with feeling qualia is collapsing. Taste these process between death and life as pricise as possible. |
| 28 November, 2007 Awareness which subbody suggests us |
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Laura tryed angry subbody through this month. He visits laura everyday, then she dance this angry subbody everyday. Today we practiced EA (=Extreme Amplify) method as one of the weakened body techniques. It is to amplify specific qualia until extreme limit. Then this angry subbody rided on laura's left hand and get angry toward her. And suddenly she noticed that this angry subboy was toward herself. Subbody often gives us these awareness. At first stage it is just single awareness. But on the next stage we awear the connection among several single awareness. Then suddenly the darkness of our body become transparent like as the fog desappear. These process of awareness is the travel with subbody into our whole self world. |
| 27 November, 2007 Huge rock san, May I come in? |
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Today, we have been Himaaya huge rock garden. It a place of huge rocks which fallen down from Himalayan ice lake, when the ice lake was broken, they were fallen down as the flood of rocks and mud several hundreds thousands years before. We need special proceedure if we want to dance such a place. We go back the time of our life history from now here to childhood, babyhood, fetus hood, and before individual life which repeated to transform between one celled creature and multi celled crerature, mamal age, reptile age, amphibian age, fish age, invertebrate animal age, and one celled creature age for thirty billions years. Then we can communicate with the huge rocks. Where are you from? When did you come here? The rocks of Himalaya were the depths of Indian ocean, and by plate tectonics they went up to the Himalayan maoutain, and some day they had fallen down with huge flood. They have travelled from mainus some tousands meters to several tousands maeters high, total over ten thousands meters transfer they had experienced. When we enter their world, we need to receive permision from them. Until we success to die down our pride as a human, they do not give permision. We need to wait for the permison from them for long time. |
| 26 November, 2007 Throw away the language, throw out 'I' |
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Language is possessed by the strong goust of 'I'. Why a subject is nessesary in language? There is just resonance among strings, according to the string theory. In spite of that there are neither subject, nor object in the string uiverse, our language is possessed by the goast of subject. We can not grasp the resonance by subject-object structure. How is it possible to catch the reality ofresonance? It is only possible through becoming to grasp resonance. Throw away ego and self, become life, then we can become one with the resonance among everything. We need to reconstruct our cognitive method, and language to adapt with resonance principle. It will take time for several hundreds years. Or, will it need several thousands years? |
| 25 November, 2007 How to associate with archetype |
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When we enter into the subconscious world, we meet so many kinds of archetype. Archetypes are printed in our genom through long life history. C.G.Jung who found the concpt of archetype investigated specially in self image archetypes, for example, shadow, boy, wise old man, great mother, trickstar, and so on. But not only self image channel, archetypes are exisit in every channels. Archetypes in world image channel are heaven , hell, big flood, big storm, big war, and so on. In every nation we can find some archtypes in this channel. Archetypes in body channel are separating soul from physical body, binding by unable to move, and so on. Archetypes in movement channel are animal, jumping, spining and so on. Archetypes in visual channel are light of enlightment, darkness, rainbow, déjà vu, jamais vu, and so on. Archetypes in audio channel are wisper of dead, oracle of god, and so on. Archetypes in feeling channel are most common archetype, every daily body is bound by few archetype of feeling like as sad, angry, grad, cheerful, jealous, and so on. Archetypes in human relationship channel are Animus, Anima which Jung found, they are still the strongest archtype for everybody. Archetypes in thinking channel are dualism bind; good/bad, enemy/friend, high/low, center/edge, and so on. Most of people are controlled by these archetypes until dying and broken their creativity and originality completely. Archetype has two different sides, on the one side archetype encourage us. It gives us strong power. But on the another side, it bind us. At the moment when we feel "We are great!", we are bound by the magic power and imprisoned. So many leaders in old and new religion, spirituality, transpersonal psychology, are fallen into ego inflation and gone. "Enlightment person","Guru", these are the strongest archetype in spirituality world. Be carefull! At the moment when you feel that you are going to good being, you are bound by good/bad archetype of dualism. Escape from the place. Become ameba or bacteria. Even archetype can not catch up you in such a weak shape. Subbody school is only one place in the world where you can learn how to fight and escape against hidden power of archetypes in all channels. |
| 24 November, 2007 'Becoming', as a cognitive method of life |
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Daily consciousness is bound by tree cognitive system with using language. It is limited by lower dimensional binds as dualism thinking habit; 'in-out', 'me- you', 'up-down', 'right-wrong', ' friend-enemy', and so on. By these means we cannot grasp qualia which are floating in multi-dimemsions with changing shape, quality always. When we try to grasp qualia, we need to learn the cognitive method of living being without ego and language. Life has neither ego, the difference of 'me-you', 'subject-object',nor 'inside-outdide'. It is hard to imagine it for human. Life just transforms from a condition to another condition. This is the way of life to recognize. Cognition and action are not separated, they are one. We just need to follow this oneness way. To become, it is the way of life. The way of 'becoming' in Butoh is the essential method. Subbody method developes it for an universal cognitive method for deep qualia which the language cannot reach. When we want to know about life, we just become life. Without idea, without thinking, let the whole body become life. Taste and grasp every subtle change in our body. This is completely new way to grasp qualia without language thinking. ************************ Sculpture; kate Macleod "Becoming" |
| 23 November, 2007 Death is not so terrible thing |
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Now we contine to become weakened body everyday in subbody school. We search the most weak qualia in our darkness of body, and become it by whole body and mind. Eyes become weak, sight reverses, and lose light. Breathing becomes strange rhythm, lose normal voice, emotion disapear, desire fades down, and at the last the life tendency goes to vanish. Taste every moment of process of life going to die as precise as possible. This is daily training for weakened body. When we continue this training everyday, slowly slowly the qualia of death sink into our bodies. We can understand what is death, how different from life day by day. The tendency for continue living is life. When we lose it we return to matter. But it is not so bad, we can feel so. If we can feel the all qualia between life and death, we are happy. We can taste and enjoy them until dying. ******************** Today's photo is Mt. Kailash where is Tibet. Tibetan people go around this mountain wiht throw down their body onto the ground in each step. Through this hard work they can contact wiht the various qualia between life and death. |
22 November, 2007 Using the variation of touching flexibly |
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I started integration of resonance touch method three yeas before. At first I could use only soft resonance touch and shiatsu technique which I learned from the master of Tao shiatsu; Ryoukyu Endo in Japan. Through investigation of these three years, I found that the essense of resonance touch method is the life resonance which happens between cell and cell anturaly. Then without sticking to few specific touching method, we should use every kinds of tuching depend of time,person, and occaision. We can use following thechnique flexibly; 1. Lisning to life resonance between cell and cell without touching 2. Listning to life resonance at the distance between touching and not touching, and follow amplify the resonance 3. Subtle moving of skin with following the life resonance 4. Subtle shaking of tisues with following the life resonance 5. Shiatsu pressure by thumb 6. Shiatsu pressure by hand, elbow, knee, leg, hip 7. Subtle twisting stretch of sacrum, pelvis, leg, foot and arm 8. Subtle shaking stretch of sacrum, pelvis, leg, foot and arm 9. Subtle preshure at the scul, ribcage, and pelvis 10. Giving weight and contact by whole body in human bed position, human cauchi position and so on Depend on the condition of your partnar, you shold use these techniques flexibly. Never stick to only one thechnique. My friends who have entered hospital by cerebral hemorrhage brain said " Hospital gave me only stereotype massage and rehabilitation exercise. It was too strong for me, it gave me mostly pain. The world of body work is so deep. We need to continue to investigate into it for ever. |
| 21 November, 2007 The pleasure of weakened body |
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This month we try to be weakend body. We start to listen to the weakest sway in our darkeness of body. Let our body follow the waekest qualia, and amplify the qualia to movement. We follow the qualia unable to move, hardly to move, to be moved, and so on. The movements are so ugry and miserable, they are almost not movement, but another thing. When we continue these practice everyday, we meet unknown extreme pleasure. So deep freedom from any stereotype what we should be, how we must do, become full of our body. I did not know yet about this pleasure which muximum weakened qualia connects complete freedom qualia. We can not expect anything will comes out from the darkness of body. It is the infinite facination of it. |
| 20 November, 2007 Stand at places where ego does not work |
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We entered into the nature of Himalaya with students. It is not park in the city. When you used to be it, it is not dangerous. But, the slope of mountain is 45 degrees, stream is so rapid, wild animals aproach you closely. At the first time many people feel afraid. If you try to enter into these nature with human ego as city, you must feel to be refused hardly. A proceedure is nessesary to enter these place. It is to die down the human ego through meditation, continue it until you become life. When you can forget that you are human, and become life, the nature receive you as a family. When you feel you are human, you are bound by narrow thinking that I am a human, that stone is not living, the water has no life, the tree has no heart, and so on. But when you become life, your each cell remind that our life was swayed by ocian wave, moved by wind, shaked by sounds, and so on. Life was always moved with nature, these were the main communication for life. When the resonativity of life is recovered, nature open her wide breast for us. Find the place where ego can not work at all, and stand as a life. We can start training for becoming life from there. You can find the place like this in your country. *************************** The water of Himalayan stream is jumping up vertically. |
| 19 November, 2007 Life memory of ice age |
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When we feel cold, the cells of our body shrinck and shake automatically. This natural resoponse is from the expierience of ice age. Our life of each cell knows well how to resoponse against cold. This shrink and shake is one of inportant transfoming technique for weakened body. Become the weakest life swaying between life and death in the bad emvironment. Listen to the weakest shivering of each cell. The weakest qualia have the strongest resonativity with otherweakened life. Only weakened body can resonate from the bottom with handicapped people, dying people, oppressed people, minority group, native tribe people in many palces on this planet. |
| 18 November, 2007 Secret opioid of consciousness |
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The first point of subbody method is to calm down. Through entering confortable swaying meditation, let die down daily mind and body, and shift from thinking mode to listening mode. Listen up to the subtle subtle sway of darkness of body. Until you can catch uo to the subtlest life sway of your micron size cell. That's all. It is the only one entrance. It seems easy, but for some people it is not so easy. A few students could not catch it, then they could not calm down their conscious mind, and left school on the way. As if they seemed to drink a cup of stimulant drug every night after school. Maybe the bind of consciousness is too strong that normal method was not enough to release them from the bind. Even for me I could not release from the conscious bind for fifty years.There will be some more secrets opioid or stimulant of consciusness which I did not notice yet. I need to solve the secret to bind people to consciousness, for finding common way to enter subbody mode. To find it should be my task of this winter. |
| 17 November, 2007 Mind has four billions history |
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C,G.Jung consider our mind as ten thousands years old. Then he could find the archetypes which bind our mid from ancient myth to thinking nowadays. Now I think we need to think of our mind as four billions years old. Because our mind is made of streams of inner qualia, from subtle life tendencies, desires and to langauge thinking. Our desire to persue pleasure has so long history as a creature. Our basic life tendenciy for living has more deep history. We can not understand them only as ten thousands years old. Even bacteria and amba have life tendency to live.I watched the activity of slime molds (myxomycetes; photo above) so long time. Through htis expierience I learned that their life tendencies to live and my mind are connected as the same oneness. Then I could notice that we share a same life. I could threw away the biggest bind as a human. The conciet that I am a human bound my thinking so deep for long time, and blocked me against awareness as a life. There is nothing more miserable than the conciet as a human. This pride hides the truth of life from us. |
| 16 November, 2007 Three proto seas for life |
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Life and the sea are related deeply. Life were born in the sea for billions years before. Until landing at four thousands millions years before life spended time for ninty percents of his history in the sea. Then the proto sea are needed for life in the important moments. This is the reason when indivisual life are born we need to spend for ten months in the sea of mother's womb. THe waters in the womb is reproduced ancient sea for birth of life. Not only for birth, after growing up our brain need proto sea. Brain is floating in the cerebrospinal fluid. Then neurons can get natrium ion, karium ion, calcium ion for neuron communication. Our life has not invented another way to control life which life established four billions years before in the proto sea. When we become life in these three kinds of life in the proto sea through subbody meditation, we can understand these three conditions of life are resonating each other. Our brain and the origin life are not different foundamentally. When life find the direction to survive, life feels pleasure and proceed. Life continued to control itself by this pleasure priciple for billions years with inventing new way of living. |
| 15 November, 2007 Resonance-orientated nature of life |
Life prefers resonace. Resonance-orientated nature is the most foundamental tendency of life. But nobody notices it. Because people don't regard themselves as corective cells. When we are released from the concept that we are human, and listen to the tendency of our each cell, we can catch subtle tendencies of life. Life prefers confortable tempearature, confortable contact with other cells.They are comunicating each other through so rich various vibrations, electlic signal, temperature, presure, and so on. Today two new students arrived at school from Europe. When we go abroad, our body become adrenalin mode unconsciously. We need to release from this adrenalin mode to become subbody mode. We touched each other gently through whole afternoon, by resonance touch method, listening to the body sound each other, contact between touching and not touching, human-bed, human cauti, human mountain, and so on. Then new arrival students condition calmed down, they can join the practice of weakened body. Life orientates resonace. This is for me basic fact of life, but few people notice it. Human don't know about the nature of themselves yet. ******************* Today's video is Myxomycota. I watched thier movement for long years in Himalaya and leraned what is life. They are the one of the biggest teacher for me. |
| 14 November, 2007 Pleasure of life swaying between asleep and awake |
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Do you know? We can get deepest pleasure of life at a moment before you fall in asleep. It is so instantaneous, then normal daily mind doesn't notice, but when you calm down consciusness enough, you can catch it. When you are going to fall down to sleep, go back a little bit, sway between asleep and awake, this is the point. It is better to try the subtle breathing way which I wrote yesterday in this collum. When we are going to asleep, we are released from ego state, and even from self, then we become the closest state as a pure life. I suffered from sleeplessness for long time, but after I noticed this, I can sleep so well. Please try to taste this pleasure. It is one of the most tasty qualia. |
| 13 November, 2007 Subtle pleasure of life |
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Lay down at quiet space. Calm down your body as quiet as possible. Liseten to the breathing with subtle breathing. Recieve fresh air at only entrance of nose tril and mouse. You can feel subtle pleasure at the inner skin of nose and mouse. Taste it. Just it. It's very subtle pleasure, but when once you feel it, it never disappears. When the cells of inner nose and mouse meet fresh air, cells start skin breathing, and send subtle signal of pleasure to the brain. Life feels pleasure about living itself. From a cellular level to new born baby. When we notice this, breathing itself becomes big pleasure. |
| Real imagination about subtleness |
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| According to String theory, electlon and quark are made of tiny vibrating string |
| 12 November, 2007 Qualia is everyhting what our lives are feeling. Our subconsciousness is made of the qualia flow. Qualia is so subtle comparing the consciousness which uses language. Because when we use language, millions of neurons have to fire together. To fire means to make electlicity by using natrium-karium pomp. Comparing this, qualia are made of subtle activities of glia cells. Glia cells communicate through chemical signal by neurotransmitte instead of using electlic signal. Our daily mind don't take care of these subte signal. But if these subtleness is important for life, we need to train our subtle sense. Subtle body in yoga and buddism meditation training is to stop gross body in our daily world and open subtle sense. Arnord Mindell thinks 'sencient sense' important to understand dreamland which creates dream. What is subte? Now we can understand according to string theory, that normal matter and enregy are made of resonance pattern of strings which expand to the four dimansional uiverse after big ban. And qualia are folded into the hidden seven dimensions which folded into tiny Planck scale. Our life can catch subtle difference between each qualia then life can continue for billions years by controll resonance pattern of strings for maintaining it's own living. Strings are so tiny. Please view the following amimation; crick here According to string theory, the size of quark is 1-15m=0.0000000000000001m, and the size of string is 1-33m=0.00000000000000000000000000000001m How subtle the qualia are, comparing to quark! Open your imagination fully and realize this subtleness. Qualia are generated in these hidden dimensions, the mass and energy are generated in expanded four dimensions. Our life is the only one being which travel among both world in the universe. |
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Living cells and dead cells are resonating so elegantly in our bodies. |
| 11 November, 2007 Life is guarded by death One of the big defference between single celled creature and multi celled creature is that single celled creature is just one alive cell, but multi celled creature is made of alive cells and dead cells. Life and death are resonating so elegantly in multi celled creature's body. Almosy of us hate death, but our body are made of dead cells and alivecells. The first layer of skin is dead cell, hair, nail, teeth, bone, they are dead cells. These dead cells guard living cells against ultra violete ray, oxigen, dry, and so on. Listen to the resonance between life and death in your body. View vedeo clip of skin structure |
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The Hindu god, Vishnu and goddes Lakshmi. They transform shapes and charactors flexibly like as dream and subbody movement. We can understand these whole phenomina by the property of multi transformation of qualia |
| 10 November, 2007 Multi transformation of qualia Yesterday was Devali, the biggest festival in India. People cellebrate the goddes of Fortune, Rakshmi by making so many fire works and crackers whole night. In hiduism, god and goddes transform into so many shapes and charactors. The greatest god, Vishnu has ten incanations. His wife Lakshmi also changes shape flexibly. Not only Hinduism, but all ancient mythes has like this flexiblity of transformation like in the dreams. We can understand these flixiblility of transformation through expieriences of becoming subbodies. When we follow our inner qualia flows and become subodies, they change shapes and charactors so often and quickly from a creature to another hidden charactor, a wind, a wave, a sound and so on. It is a multi-dimensional transformation. Because the qualia which our life feel are made of resonace patterns of strings.They are associated together and changing always. This property of multi transformation of qualia can give us a total understanding of mythes, dreams and subbodies.Until understanding whole secret of multi transformation of qualia, we can not understand anything about life and huamn at all. . |
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After fertilization, the embryo travels to womb for one week and the inplantation happens. How miraculous resonance of strings is it between the embryo and mother's body! |
9 November, 2007 Becoming mother's body Yesterday, I recieved a teaching by a student. It was a trial to become the embryo to fetus. Oneday in sixty years ago, I was a fertilized egg. I swimed up to womb through mothers vagina for one week. And the seventh day I arrived at womb, and the implantation happened. According to the String theory, our bodies are made of the resonance patterns of strings. My embryo and mothers womb are also made of vibrating strings. Then at the monent of implantation, so miraculous resonance was happened between the embryo and mothers womb, then I was recieved by mother. I wondered so beautiful this life resonance, and moved deeply. I could feel mother's body, and become mother's body. I walked as a mother's body with feeling the resonance with the fetus. I tryed to become mother's body, for these thirteen years, but I could not succeed. But fially I could find the entrance to become mother's body. Untill yesterday the preconception that my body is a male body then I can not be pregnant, bound myself. This moment I was released from the spell that I am a male. I could feel the qualia of pregnance. This was the hedden key to become female body. |
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Walking sea lily Appearance is plant, but he is a kind of animal. |
| 8 November, 2007 Running tree, walking sea lily. What is fllower? Noh dance master Zeami said, "Fllower, novel, intersting, these three are the same." "When you hide it, it become fllower. If you do not hide, it is not fllower." Zeami was born 600 hundreds years before in Japan. Zeami often showed his own fllower swaying in various unique forms between life and death. Sea lily is always swaying like a plant in the deep sea. But in the mid night, he starts walking like above. I felt that, this is the very fllower! I felt that once I want to dance like as this fllower. In India, there are so many old trees which are over five hundreds years old beside the bus roads. I often see day dreams that these old trees start running. If we could meet the scene, it must be the fllower of fllowers. |
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Proteobacteria shared the biggest invention of breathing with all other creatures through transforming to mitochondoria. Great inventor in life is always generous like this. |
| 7 November, 2007 The biggest rival---Proteobactria 2 Actually, Proteobacteria is the biggest rival for me. When all creature did not breath oxigen gas, proteobacteria invented breathing and shared it with all other creatures. I respect them, I want to follow them. Now human being are bound by ego and nation-state, and forget breathing the life. Though life has proto vitality including self cure ability, resonativity, and creativity, people forget self cure ability, and depend on the hospital. People forget resonativity and hate, kill each other. People forget creativity, and see only TV and DVD. If we can find the way for human to remember the way to breathing the life, we could follow the great proteobacteria. |
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This is the inventor of breathing; alpha-proteobacteria. They did not possess privately this biggest invention in life history. They share with other creatures . Then we can breath now. Big thanks! |
| 6 November, 2007 Relationship which gives best thing each other Long term students are investigating better way to enter subbody mode everyday and deeper practice method. When one student finds a new method of practice, he/she gives teaching by one's own way and we share each other. To give the best thing which we have free is the prototype of human relationship beyond the 'give and take' relationship of this selfish private property society. To give one's best invention others free, this is the principle of life. I wanted to create this human relationship for long time, after stopping world tour of butoh performance seven years ago. I needed to invent deeper human relationship than sharing butoh performance with ausdience. And finally I found it now. Remember the generousity of alpha-proteobacteria who was the inventor of breathing. Proteo bacteria did not possess the invention privately, they gave it all other creatures free through transforming mitchondria which lives as inner cell sinbiosis, then we can breath oxigen now. Appriciation! |
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When a desire occur, in our brain just some neurons are activated to resonate with others. Desire itself is not selfish something. No need to deny your desires. Make inpotrance both of desire and the partner of desire at the same time. We are resonating. |
| 5 November, 2007 Subtle tendencies of life become desires Life and desire could not be separeted. When a subtle tendency that keep a specific resonance pattern of strings by themselves born our origine life has started four billions years before. That resonance pattern of life could invent new resonance patterns with ohter resonance pattern of various matterials. This is the essencial defferent point between life and matterials. What was this tendency to keep a specific resonance pattern with inventing new resonance patterns? When we follow this tendency and amplify it until a vital desire, we can understand these are connected as a sequence. We can not separate the original tendency of life and vital desires which we have now. When desire possesses our egoes, they become selfish tendencies and troublesome, but desire itself is not selfish, it is just tendency for living. We need to find the way to confirm desires of life. I respect Buddizm deeply, but at only this point I have to leave from the traditional religious way of thinking. |
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| 4 November, 2007 Desire is resonance of life When we try to catch the penomena of desire by using resonance language, a big change will appear. In a condition that ourselves are possessed by desire, the desire appears as selfish tendency. Though the desire itself is just a resonance between life and something, when ourselves are bound by desire, we cannot see except of our desire. But when we die down our egoes and see the desire transparently, the reality that desire wants to find the best resonance with others will come up. Also there are no subject of desire and object of desire, though for our egoes it seems that desire is a subject. In the real dimension there are just equal reonance between both. We need to make importance our desire, and at the same time we need to make importance the partner of our desire. Both of them collaborate a resonance. This is the essense of desire. When you regard the desire as selfish, it means just you are possessed by ego. If you project your ego, everything looks selfish. Some years ago, a scientist proposed the concept of 'Selfish gene', also it means that he just projected his selfish ego to gene. All of us are possessed by ego, then everbody could not oppose against his concept. When we learn the resonance principle of the life and uiverse, and die down our egoes, we found that there are no selfish things at anywhere. Whenever we are bound by desire and become almost selfish, a transparent awareness will come up that we are just bound by desires. It may become long way, but I will continue to tell others this awareness of resonance principle. Read yesterday's Unfold |
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Resonance happens as a pure equal interaction, There exists niether subject nor object. Watch the illustraton above carefully. In real, there are no space among strings like htis illustration. They are resonating in closest minimum space Then a vibration of a string infuluences to neibor string immidiately. For understanding the resonance world, we need to learn resonance language without using 'I'. |
| 3 November, 2007 Start learning resonance language I realize that I cannot understand the real resonance whenever I continue to use 'self centered language'. like 'I feel.',' I want.' and so on. I am possessed by ego illusion. Then I stop to use this language. Instead of this 'self centered language', I start to learn resonance language. In resonance world, there is neither subject nor object. Just everything resonates together equally. For exmple, my life and a food are going to resonate together, if it seems hungry. When we get this resonance language, we can understand our desire more transparently without ego possession. When we feel that I want to do something, if we regard it with using self centered language, we are still possessed by the illusion of 'I'. We cannot release from self centered delusion, though in the resonance world of strings there are no subject, no object. I will train myself to learn this resonance language for a while. |
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Resonance happens as a pure equal interaction, There exists niether subject nor object. |
| 2 November, 2007 Reconstruction of the world view by resonance According to the String theory of physics, everything is made of the difference of resonance patterns of strings in hiper dimensions. When we investigate in life, we realize that we can not understand life without resonance. Life has survived by controll the resonance with everything for four billions years. But when we try to catch the life by word, the subject-object construction disturbs the real understanding about resonance. Though everything what is happening around the life is the resonance between life and the surroundings, when we use the word, we have to say," I feel."," I see", and so on. We are bound by 'self center delusion' by using word. The resonance happens as mutual interaction without subject and object. But our language is bound by subject, then it distorts the real resonance. We misunderstand so many things by losing the real understanding of resonance. In real, we are not in opposition each other, just we have so many variety, and we can enjoy the subtle differences between us. But when we use language we are bound by the delusion asif we are oppose to each other. We need to release from this miserable trick of subject=object delusion even if it shall take for thousands years. |
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World image=self image center is placed at the bottom of sensory cortex and moter cortex. It is the most convinient place to connect every cortex of brain. But few people know this. |
| 1 November,2007 A message from world image= self image channel A student said, "This week I am so strange." " I could not be in my body. Always I watch my body from outside. I could not feel my subbody at all." I answered her, " It may be very important signal from your life. Please listen to the strange feeling carefully. When a subtle gap happens between your world image and self image, always srange feeling visits you. It is the signal from your life, "Please notice me!" For example, when you forget the most important thing, or you could not notice a hidden tendency of your life, and so on, our life gives us like this strange signal. Normaly our daily body ignores these signal. But this student continued to listen to the darkness of body for many months, then she could catch the subtle strange signal. We don't know which kind of problem is it. Just continue to listen up to body. Also I got very important messege from life through these strange feeling so many times. |