| September 2007 |
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30 September, 2007 Thunder and String theory Now monsoon which continued for four months is going to end in Himalaya. It's thundering and lightning. In a night we can enjoy one thousands thunder ay the end of monsoon. This is the best chance to imagine that a resonance patterns of strings are generating thunders in the sky. The upstreams of warm air amplify the resonance pattern of strings which generates electronisity in the sky. This becomes thunder. When a lightning runs in the sky, we can imagine ' Oh! now strings are resonaning so strong!' Thunder is the big chance to feel the change of rexonance pattern of strings. I wonder why does thunder happen from childhood so long time, but I could not understand from depth of body until I met the string theory. Try to ask yourself 'Do you understand why does thunder happen complretely?' You must find that you are not convinced why does the thunder occur yet. |
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29 September, 2007 My teacher of life resonance I often do life resonance practice in may class. It is just to feel each other's body with distance between touching and not touching. It is very confortable for everybody. Through this exoierience students know that our lives prefer resonance between cell and cell. Today suddenly I noticed that the first teacher who taught me life resonance was clownfish. I met them in the coral reef of Okinawa, Japan thity tears ago. Clownfishes live together with sea anemone. They prefer subtle contact with tentacles of sea anmenone. When I try to touch them they contact me rhemselves. That feeling was so sweet. After thity years from this expieriences I could make a form for awaring life resonance. They are the big teacher for me. After many years hidden connection appears like this cace, this is Unfold. I noticed that one more thing what this feeling of contact with clownfish is simmlar with my ten years sexual desire. But at another chance I will try. |
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28 September, 2007 Deep breathing for four billions years At weekend, I meditate to become four billons years life usually. But life becomes tired of the repetition. Today my life doesn't want to meditate in the same way. Life prefers novelty. Then I have to find out new way. Today I tryed to become proteo-bacteria who invented cell breathing. For the origin life, the oxigion was strong poizon. Proteo-bacteria invented how to breath, and they are eaten by another big bacteria. But proteo-bacteria survived in another cell, because they could breath. Proteo-bacteria transformed to mitochondria. Now all of our cells have mitochondria, then our cells can breath themselves. This breathing did not stop four billions year. Let's breathe with remembering four billions history of breathing. We just participate this four billions years life for a while. Deep breathing as a four billions years life. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! |
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27 September, 2007 After a nice finding, beggest crisis waits you When I get new intersting idea, always I lose carefulness. My heart is stolen by the intersting idea, then I become crazy about it. So many time I expierienced this, but still I could not learn from these exrieriences. Why? The condition of transparent mind/body must be so subtle. It must be million times subtler than a joy. To control transparent mind/body means to overcome this huge gap. |
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26 September, 2007 Catch the swallow When we are floating between asleep and awake, it is the best chance to recieve an awareness from subconsciousness. Because consciouness calm down to minimun level, then consciouness and subconscious become almosy same level. Actually I recieved so many awareness at this moment. Then I try to sleep many times a day for increasing the chances. It is no need to sleep cpmpletely. Just lay down and float between awake and asleep. And become sencient in muxmum level. But we need to be sencient and sharp in the muxmum level, like a hunter to chatch swallow by hand. Because it appear like a lightning in a moment and disappear immidiately. When I am seemed floating, I become the sharpest hunter. |
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| 25 September, 2007 Close your eyes Ameba do not have eyes, but they can feel so many kind of qualia to live. Our human depend on visual qualia too much. We forget that our lives feel qualia through other channel also. Then we need to close eyes sometimes. when you walk ontside with blind fold, we can resognize that our lives feel so many kind of qualia through every channel. Qualia of gravity, qualia of light, sound, air, wind and memory, intuition, imagination, and so on. When we close eyes, we can open another eyes for qualia and life. |
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24 September, 2007 Change to listening mode Our daily ego mode is so strong. Always language thinking comes up unconsciously. When you notice it, immidiately inhibit it, and shift to listening mode. So consciousness change from thinker to listener. 'How are you?' 'Are you fine?' And listen up to th darkness of body. There are always some folded unkown qualia, like a folded strings ball. Slowly try to unfold it. At first we can not find the difference, it is so subtle. But when we listen up to the subtle difference, we can aware that at first we felt just similar qualia are completely different. There are infinite variations of qualia in subtle difference. Recieve an awareness from these unfolding process. When you notice it, only in this moment your consciousness turns to secretary, and write down the awareness. Then forget everything immidiately, turn back to listener. This is the best way to open creativity of your subconscious. *** Today's picture is Calabi-Yau space. The String theory said that strings are resonating in eleven dimensions tiny space. The scale is Plunck lenghth which is 0.000000000000000000000000000000001 meter. |
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23 September, 2007 Lost contact with vital power Our daily bodies have lost contact with vital power in this modern age. Why? I try to think about this problem for a long time. Maybe because of our consciousness, we lost it. When our conscious brain works, millions of neurons have to fire together. Then these big noises mask subtle vibration of life. Our life and subconscious brain need much less neurons to work than consciousness. This is the reason why we need to die down our daily mind to recover contact again with subbody and life. |
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22 September, 2007 It takes long time It needs long time for body to change. Though I continue ash walk for long years, one day I got very new sensations which connect to weakend body. I reseached this sensations to transform into weakened body for these seven years. I called them 'weakend nyoro' and 'warp between dimensions'. I don't know the reason why suddenlly I feel new qualia. But maybe our body needs long time to change than mind. Like as our life need for three billons years to transform from single celled life to multi celled life. |
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| 21 September, 2007 Immidiate to dream When we die down consciousness and become transparent mind, we can understand what a dream tells me immidiately. Yesterday, I dreamt a dream that I became a snail, and I think about snail. When I woke up, immidiately I recieve the message which this dream tells me. Now students found thier own proto-body which connects to their most basic tendency of life. This dream told me that next is to become thier whole life through birth, metamorphosis and death. Though these long years, I tryed to find the natural way to guide students to the life/death sway world, but i could not find. Then through this dream my subbody gave me a big hint to break through this wall. Because if we try to dance the whole life, spontaneously it include both of life and death. Then I notice that it is the best way to recieve a dream that it gave me a hint to solve the biggest ploblem which I am facing right now. If I recieve a dream like this, I can understand the meaning which a dream tells me. It may take time to understand the metapher of dream. But when we recieve the awareness through dreams, we can become several times more creative than we only use brain. Because subbody does not need sleep, he is twenty four hours hard worker. The subbodu method is almost created by subbody. I just recieved ideas from subbody and wrote down. |
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20 September, 2007 Unfold is nessesary for me I noticed a important thing when I started this 'Todau's Unfold'. How much archtypes and stereotyped concepts bind me! I regarded myself that I hate these archtypes and steretypes very much. But actually I was bound by full of binds. Then I noticed that this is the reason way subbody sugested me to try to find a unfold a day. It is not for athers. I do not have a margin to teach the others. It is very nessesary for me to find a bind at least a day, and struggle to be released from these binds. THis is very hard traning for me which I really need. And I believe what I really need is also you who is the farthest person from me need. All of us are bound by so many binds, are'n you? |
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19 September, 2007 Do nothing, just please. Today fortunately, so unique subbodies are coming out. Four subbodies! It's is the most pleasant thing for a midwife of subbody. I decide to do nothing, just please and please. It is the best way to taste good expierience. THis become today's Unfold. (Untill today, I have no expierience like this. So busy life way I had! I was amazed at my self. I have to learn from sea slug as my teacher.) |
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| 18 September, 2007 How to talk with life Life does not use langiage. We need another method to comminicate with life. Life uses qualia. Life is always resonating with everything. Life feel everything as qualia. Qualia come out through dreams, spontaneous movement, body syndrome, awareness, and so aon. When you ask to life a question, subbody continue to search the best answer for all night, and next morning life give you the answer as a dream or a subtle body feeling, an awareness, and so on. Any questions are OK. The best way is continue to ask to your life this question; 'What do you want to do the most?' If you keep this asking, you can live in the best way which your life wants. |
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17 September, 2007 Open rhizome world in tree system I am a rhizome mania, I use 'rhizome' as my name. But, in my many characters, there are some tree thinkers, and try to controll every thing. For example, he organizes teaching from first level to second and third, practicing a movement from bottom of body to head, Opening from basic body channel, and next movement channel and visual channel, and so on. Off course it is usefull, because when we enter into subconscious mode from conscious mode, it is good to guide step by step. But sometimes we can open randum rhzome world in these tree system. It can open so flesh world. Today was the first day of September class, I guide new student in the garden and guide to open all channel which our life is resonating. Monsoon is going to end, in the confortable nature we could oenjoy so flesh qualia in all channels. In the real universe, there are no up and down, no center and edge. They are just illsions for our daily mind whch is possessed by so many daily binds. When we open rhizome in tree system, it become a window which we can contact the deeper reality of the world. |
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| 16 September. 2007 Life continue life/death sway for four billions years I continue origin life meditation for long years. This meditation is not only by head, but using by whole of brain, mind, and body. I try to become the origine life which appear on this planet four billions years before by using whole my brain/mind/body. Try to be released from ego and self, and just listen to the darkness of body. When I listen to the darkness, it become able to catch a subtle movement of something in the darkness of body. With very slow speed like an ameba or sea slug, but it is always moving firmly. Slowly I understand that this subtle movement must be a feeling of life. Today, when I woke up suddenly I realized that life continue this swaying between life and death for four billions years. This feeling of realization of life is so subtle. It is millions times subtler than normal realization in our daily life. But this subtleness is the proof of realization about life. Because it proofs that it is real qualia which our life resonates, not information which our consciousness generates. Our life continue swaying between life and death from the biginning of life to presence. The surround of life is the death world, our life have to resonate with the death. Life continue the resonance with the non-vital things and invent the way how to live together with them. Now our daily bodies forget the death, it means that we forget the life. |
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| 15 September, 2007 Starting transparently So often I have mistaken when I found a new idea. I have started with too much tension, then it become too heavy work, finally I have to give up. This is the pattern for me. Then today I start a new article which is 'Today's Undold' I will try to find a novel view point which I forget everyday. So, then the first Unfold is Starting transparentlly. It means start new thing without tension and intention. This is important thing for me, I used to destroy myself by my own too much tension and intention. Isn't it for you? *** Today's illustration is the simplest resoance pattern of string by J.f.Collona String theory said this resonance pattern generate the gravity. Crick here for more info. about The string theory. |