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The Transparency
Preface

What moves me toward transparency

How much opaque am I!
Though everyhting must happen in myself, I cannot understand why does it happen, and what does occur it. I am living with being moved by unkown something. I was always attacked by sudden feeling, unkown emotion, sexual impulse, addiction of drink, smoke, and druggs. I am controlled by darkness of body. What is worse, so many dissociated characters started to possess me and control me often in my fifties.
Why do these things happen?
Why must I be moved by these strange energies from out of my intention. I could not endure them.Must there be a way to see these opaque process transparently somehow, if they happened in myself.
-----This is the reason why I stick to write 'The Tranparency' for long years.

Getting lost from life

The first disturbance is to regard ourselves as a human. It disturbs us to be a life. We forget that we participate a life which continue to survive for four billions years from the biggining of life. Life has differentiated into so many species of creature, but it continue to live without any cut. But most of people who live in contemporary world regard that they have their own life like as a private property. This is complete illusion which makes us to be lost from life. This illusion is strongly connected with the private property system of capitalism society. In this society everything is regarded as private property, then also we regard life as the same.

Then all of us in the contemporary world are lost from life completely. We regard ourselves as human. This is the bigest disturbance from life and to understand the world trancparency.

We are born as a human after four billions years from the origine of life. Our consciousness has a strong tendency to be connected with this 'Now-here' world among us. It ignores the connection which our life is connected with the fetus age. Not only it, we forget that our life continue all life before we participate life as a individual. In our modern culture we close the eyes to see the connection with life from the moment of birth as an origine life.

People researched what is life, what is being, what should we live, from Greece philosophy and Chinese philosophy as well. But at that age, we don't have enough knowlege to see the whole sequence from the beginning of life to presence. Especially, in the western culture was bound by the illusion of Christianity which the God created the world and human at the same time. The wester nculture are bound by this bias to reagrd human as special in the cosmos. It emphasized the ego bias which regards human as special being strongly.

What is life?

We start from here.


1 [Life principle]

To graspe from the origin life

Through investigation in the darkness os body, I found my own methoddology. It goes through life, qualia, resonance,
consciousness, subconsciousness, body, movment, visual, audio, emotion, relationship, world image=self image, and thinking channel.
In one word, we need to grasp all of fenomeena about life and human at once and as a whole.

My methods have three principle as the following;

1. Life principle : To graspe from the origin life
2. Qualia principle : To graspe whole qualia through becoming
3. Resonance principle : To graspe every fenomena as resonance

Today I discribe about the first point.

When we understand our mind and body, consciousness and subconsciousness, we need to graspe them from the most proto state of origin life. Then we can understand all of them as a whole. What does the single celled creature feel subtle qualia? We need to understand our mind from here.

Modern scientist who investigate what is consciousness and mind, tried to reseach human consciousness directly. Some scientst, for example the famous scientist Crick who found DNA double spiral with Watson started invenstigation in consciusness from visual cortex of brain. Another tried to investigate in neuron-network, these methods could not understand them from the most foundamental level. Because the consciousness are supported by each glia cell and neuron cell in our brain. It must have same proccess how to chach and use qualia as a life between our glia-neuron and single celled creature like ameba or bacteria.
All of sixty trillions cells feel qualia by oneself, and through resonance of them the consciousness is unified. One cell in our brain feels a subtle qualia same as one celled creature, and the resonance process among them unifies our consciousness.

Also some scientists who investigate in qualia, also tryed to understand the consciousness directly. Then don't know about the important role of subconsciousness. Most of them didn't notice about subconsciousness and unconsciousness. Because they belong in the consciousness calture too much. Then they are bound by consciusness.
2 [Qualia principle]

To graspe whole qualia through becoming


Next method is Qualia principle.
It is to graspe everything about life and human as qualia. Graspe means to catch from the most radical basis. The origin of life was born on this planet for billions years before. It occured when the resonance pattern of String as matter, went beyound the normal pattern of matter.
How did it occur?
A new resonance pattern of String which is able to sense the other matter as a subtle qualia was born. It was origin of life.Life was able to select better resonance pattern by sensing subtle difference of qualia among all kinds of resonance pattern which were occur between life and matters in environment. Life could reserve memories of resonance pattern as qualia between life and matters of environment. According to String theory, thje universe have eleven dimensions including the gross four dimensions which we know well and subtle seven dimensions which are curled into minimum size.

→Read the essense of String Theory

Qualia was generated at the same time with life when life sensed them with resonance. Both of life and qualia are not generated in the gross four dimension which both of matter and energy belong, but generated in the eleven dimension including subtle seven dimension. This is the main reason which all trials to regarded life as matter did not success untill now. Sicientists who reseach life does not know that life and qualia belong another dimensions outof the four dimensions, though the String theory was born fourty years ago.

What life senses qualia is what qualia enter into life as specific resonance pattern of strings. For example, when life receives sunshine light, light warms cell a little bit. Life can keep this subtle change of it as inner qualia in subtle dimension in it's cell. Life reserve these memories about all kinds of matter and energy, and record them in it's DNA or RNA, and were succeeded to next generation of life through cell division. Recent scientist call them 'gene information', but it is big mistake, because information is able to treat by machine like as computer, but qualia are able to sense by only life. Qualia are imprinted on genom,they are not information. Life and qualia are co-genarated through resonace. Any machine cannot resonate with qualia.

The 'qualia principle' as the second method of mine is to graspe everyhting as qualia, not as information.
Qualia are able to treat by only life. We need to become life to treat qualia. To contact with everything through subtle qualia resonance as life, thisis the point of the 'qualia principle'. Qualia which life sensed are converted into language in our brain. Words are information which machine can treat. Now almost of us misunderstand that we think with using language, but this misunderstand is occur because the memory of qualia are ignored and forgotten by our consciusness when qualia are changed to language.

When we want to graspe qualia, we need to stop the language consciousness. Through swaying meditation when we have transformed from conscious mode to subconscious mode, we can sense qualia streaming in the non-dual and multi-dimension.I call the body in subconscious mode 'subbody', because in our subconscious world the subconsciousness and body are oneness.
Then as a subbody we can resonate with everything through qualia stream. Not thinking by head, but graspe by whole subbody as life. When we become subbody and enter into the qualia ocean which is streaming and changing in the non- dual and multi-dimension, we can graspe life and qualia as they are.

→View String theory video

→Visit String Theory website by Brian Green
3 [ Resonace principle]

Grasple fenomena at the layer of resonance

To become another life or lifeles thing is to become resonance what happens at the bottom layer of it. We can grasple everything through the whole expierience of becoming them,then we got the whole view of what resonance is occuring there transparently. Even if our consciousness recieve as dualism fenomena of subject/object, upper/lower, inside/outside, self/others, right/wrong, and so on., we need to see subtle resonance at the deepest foundation level transparently.
Modern consciousness egnored this implicit resonance, then it
misunderstood it for dulaim by redusing multi-dimsnsion to lower dimensional level. Finally modern science found binary scale system, then computer system is invented. it is our preasure indeed, but now we need another approach into non-dual and multi-dimansional life-qualia resonance world.
Now our daily consciousness is bound by the dualism totally. It is not easy to release from this deep binds. One of the reason of difficulty is what consciusness is million times stronger than subconsiousness. The resonance which life feel subconsciously is million times weaker than consciousness. Because when our subconsciousness feel a qualia, one glia cell and one neuron cell are resonating in or brain at minimum sclae. It is so subtle fenomena of resoance. Glia doesn't use electric signal, but chemical siganl. It's energy is too mech subtle than electric signal which neuron netowork use. But when our consciusness works wiht using language, millions of neurons have to fire together at the same time crossover the right brain and the left brain where language field exists in or brain.
When we continue the language thinking we need to keep these high level energy for a long time in our brain. We need to concentrate it, then the subtle signal of qualia which the subconsciousness feels masked by the stronger signal of language consciousness.

Especially in the modern western society, we are forced to keep clear consciousness and ego always. This strong pressure opressed our life to forget qualia, and separation of consciouness and unconsciousness. It developed to the dissociation unconsciousness from consciousness.

Then when we try to release from this dissociation, we need to die down consciusness and keep transparent state which consciousness and subconsciousness ballanced equally in the subtle level. When we become subbody mode through swaying meditation, we can release oourselves from this separation and recover subtle resonance of life.

My third method is to overthrow our dualism illusion of our consciusness even when our consciousness feels dualistic division with strong reality of subject/object, in/out, up/down, high/low, center/edge, me/you, and so on.
Because our consciousness is transformed by the strong pressure that we have to keep ego and consciousness always, otherwise we cannot be human as a member of society. Ego and consciusness is obsession in our age. They are the storngest universal archetypes in modern age.
We need to disconstruct our ego and consciousness. Through this disconstruction we can get transparent intelligence which is able to go nad come between tree system which is bound by dualism and rhizome world which is non-dual and multi- dimansional where our life exists with resonance.
This transparency is the new type of intelligence after cosciousness in our age.