| Life tencdency meditation |
To meet multiple tendencies of the life When we calm down conscious mind and sink down into the darknes of body, we meet so many divercities of tendencies of life. Release from daily body and daily mind as a human, and taste subtle tendencies in your whole self world. Proto tendency of life When we calm down our daily mind and shift to subconscious mode, at first we can meet very primitive proto tendencies of life. They are felt slow, heavy, lasy and so on, they may be felt not as the human elements.. They are not recognized by daily mind. Daily mind egonores them with labeling 'they are not me', because daily mind is bound by modern human concept. According to human cocept, we have to be consciousness, we have to keep inteligent character as a citizen, then these lower tendencies are driven away to a border erea of whole self. Also our parents, teachers don't affirm these tendencies and deny or ignore them. But when we are released from human concept, we can taste so rich proto tendencies of life. I call them, 'qualia of unable to move', 'qualia of hardly to move', 'qualia of being moved', 'qualia of moving slowly', and so on. These proto tendncies are inprinted in our cells as deep life momories through the four billions history of life. Origine life must be unable to move, after for a while life could learn the way how to move. But their ability of movement was so tiny, then they have to be moved by wave of ocean. For a long time life were swaying in the ocean. Then we know these proto tendnecies of life, they are felt so familiar for us. When we follow to these tendencies, we can create our own proto body as a type of subbodies. We can create our own Ameba body, jellyfish body, hidora body, fish, bird, snake, dragon, animal, bird and unique imaginary creatures. These proto bodies are the first group of subbody. Hidden characters The second tendencies are hidden characters. They are called as a sub- character, inferior character, shadow, not-me, and so on. These characters are not received warmly as a human in our dayly world. They are named with bad image--not beautifull, not right, ugry, rude, rough, wrong, cunning, then denyed as a good human character. Then they have to hide their beings in the darkness of body as a dissociated self. They are allowed to appear only in the dreamland. But when we become familiar with them, they have so uique and rich possibilities--curious, invensional, humorous, friendly, and so on. They can create another world with full of deviersity. Archtypes The third big tendencies is archtype. C.G.Jung found so many archtypes of self image and research in our collective unconsciousness. Shadow, anima, animus, boy, old wise man, trickster, great mother, and so on. Jung investigated in only self image archtypes. But we have so many archtypes in each chanels. Archtypes of world image are heaven, hell, flood, storm, war, and so many other variations of world image. Archtypes in body channel are 'bound body' which cannot move at all, 'sepateted soul' which is left from our physical body, and so on. Archtypes in movement channel are 'flying body' which can fly freely in the space, 'almighty body', 'secret powered body', and so on. We can meet them in our dream world and myth, folktale, and so on. Archtypes in visual channel are brightness, darkness, and so many scenerys. Archtyopes in audio channel are 'wisper from another world', ' voice of god', 'wisper by demon', wisper from dead', and so on. If we cannot open a specific channel enough, we are attacked through the channel as a illusion, delusion or strange experiences. When we can open the channel enough, we can play with them freely, because we know them as a familiar member in the whole self. Archtypes in emotional channel are stereotypical feelings--sad, anger, peasure, fear, and so on. Our daily body are bound by these few kind of typical feelings. But when we are released from these archtypes, we can taste so rich varieties of feeling. We find millins of gradations between sad and pleasure, anger and fear, and so on. Archtypes in human relationshipcahnnel are social, solitude, dependense, indipendense and so on. Sometimes we are bound by these archtypes if our relatonal channel is not open, but we can travel freely between them in our subbody world by opening the channel. These archtypes are inprinted in our genom like as the instinct, then they are so strong. Sometimes they encourage us, but another time they bind us strongly. When we try to create real creative work, we need to fight against archtype. Through the travel of the darkness of body everybody can meet these diversitive tendencies of life. and through the experiences we can create our own subbody world. This is one of the universal way for creation for everybody.. We can create our multi dimesional subbody butoh dancse through these diversitive experiences. It will be a gift to open richer awearness for possibility to live in diversitive ways through resonance. Because subbodies are come from the deep resonance with diversity of the life. |