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Listen to the sutlest qualia
When you are ready to listen to the subtle qualia after training of calming
down daily mind, you can try to listen to the subtlest qualia.
Actually, qualia are so subtle. They are million times sutler than
consciousness.
Momentary feeling,
Someting which passing through us
Memory which swaying between being able to remember and unable to remember
Unnamed body feeling which appears and immidiately disappears
Our subconsciousness is always swaing with these qualia stream.
But our daily consciousness can not notice them and passes over with big
steps.
When we live in the city, there are so strong noises and informations,
qualia are masked by them then we cannot notice them.
They are able to catch only after die down daily consciousness.
I call this sentient sense 'subtle sense'.
But, when we calm down consciousness, we notice taht there are sutler qualia.
There are three main way to catch them
1. Listen to the subtlest somatic qualia
Reseach the limit of minimum level which you can listen to qualia through
body channel.
Subtle shrink at the figner tip
Shvering of back skin
Small change of pressure of blood
Unkown momentary cold feeling
Littel shouder releasing
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Our hidden skin is always resonating with subtle change of the world.
In this subtle level, the border between body channel and world=self channel
disappears, they become oneness.
Taste them carefully, follow, amplify, and become them.
2. Qualia of being moved
Listen to the smallest stimulus from outside.
A rain drop which falls on the skin
An aunt which crawl up your body
A dust which reachs on your eyelash
A goroup of bacteria growing up in the body
A particle which gives subtle stimulus in the air
Being moved by a weak wind
Listen to the subtle wave of werthquake from opposite side of the earth
3. Become subtle being
If the same rain drop, the stimulus is completely different depend on the
size between human and bacteria.
When we want to be the most sentient being which is able to listen to the
subtlest qualia, it is the best way to become subtle being by ourselves.
Become a dust
Become a water drop
Become a plancton
Become an ameba
Become the origine life
Become a molecule
Become a resonance of string
When we repeat these experiences of becoming tiny being, the real qualia
of life sinks into our body slowly, slowly.
This is the one of the most important step.
When we can understand what is the life, we can proceed to explore what
is the death.
After these process, finally we can enter the weakened body realm of butoh
which is swaying between the life and the death.
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