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How is it possible to find your true dance?
I have investigated in
how to guide students to get it for a long year, but, I could not find the best
proper way until this year.
A night in the dream my subbody of "Infectious Fever"which I
created ten years ago, told me "Lee, guide students into the same
way to find me exactly ten years ago, it is necessary for everybody, not
only for you..".
Ten years ago I have faced to my ten ploblems which I have bound by for
long years, and I diged the tunnel to release from these problems one by
one.
I started to tackle to the smallest problem.
The first ploblem was what I could not stand neutrally.
The second one is what I could not open transparent eyes without intention
and tention.
The third one is what I could not escape from the super ego which continued
to direct me from above sky.
I invented each movement to release from these ten ploblems.
It became my frirst subbody solo of "Infectious Fever".
But, until recent I regarded that it was only my special case, because
it was so hard process. I couldn't guide the others that hard process.
But now I recognise that it is really worth to face to one's binds and
problems for everybody to meet one's true dance which is necessary for
life.
I organized the safe process of "Sen-Shin-Hitsu" with using resonance touch and shiatsu method for awaking the proto vitality which is able to heal
by oneself and "Edge work" to overcome the unconfortable crisis of encountering the edge..
Now finally I find the method how to reserch in the darkeness of body.
I named it "Sen-Shin-Hitsu" method.
"Sen" is the
first step of researching subbodies.
"Sen" means "Novel!", "New!", "Fresh!" ,"Intersting!", and "Precious!".
When you calm down daily body/mind,
and listen in the darkeness of body with moving our hidden joints, hidden
cavities, and hidden skin in various way, if you meet a novel body feeling, just
follow, amplify it until the limit.
You can create your "Sen" subbodies.
Students of Summer term have already tried to research "Sen" subbodies in
these two weeks. You can see the photo frick above.
The second stage
is "Shin".
"Shin" means "Deep!".
When you find a curious movement for your life, if you feel "I don't
know the reason why, but I could feel something connected to my depth",
this is the sub-signal of "Shin" from your life.
Our
inner qualia are resonating each other beyond the time and space in our darkenss
of body.
The new qualia which you meet today may resonate with the
expierience of child age, maybe dream of fetus age, or deeper life memory which
is folded in your cells.
The constellation of the inner qualia are resonate
together in multi dimension.
It may connect to some "Shadow" which Jung found
as a inferior character, "Not-me" which Salivan found which was disappeared
character
in infant age through being ignored by parennts, "Trauma" which
you have forgotten, and "Dissociated character" which your ego have cut
away.
They can become your "Hidden subbodies".
Sometimes it may connect to
deeper life tendencies which was folded in your cells as life memories.
They can become your "Proto subbodies".
If you find the "Deep!" sub-signal, you
will encounter many edges which give you unknown unconfortable body
feeling.
We need to learn Shiatsu technique for overcoming these unknown difficulties on the edge, and get the proto vitality which can cure and heal by oneself.
We need to proceed slowly and slowly with listening the time of
life.
The third step is "Hitsu".
"Hitsu" means
"Necessary!".
When most of students seem ready to proceed to next stage, we will begin
deepest researching to find the necessity of movement for life. We have
to face to the one's own problems and binds which bound us until today.
It will be so hard inner struggle, but it is worth to do for finding the
new way to live with being released from these unnecessary binds.
Accutually all of binds are not necessasry for life. But our ego and self
don't know how to escape from these unnecessary binds..
The real creation is the always "Reverse twist" of our lives which try to turn ourselves to the opposite direction
which our lives are twisted, pressed, and warped.
You don't need to force yourself against the deepest problem at the first
step. We have so many binds which are folded in our darkeness of body.
You shuld start to tackle the easer problems which you can overcome with
small effort, you will do the reverse twist and reframe your constellation
from those binds.
To live subbody is to continue these infinite
process one step by one step with spiral deepening.
Subbody butoh is to
continue the investigation in the nesesity of dance of life.
The
important thing is the tempo.
Too early prcess must break yourself by the too
strong pressure of edges.
The midwife of subbody have to listen in the time of life of students carefully with throwing away the self.
To become the midwife of
subbody is the hard trainig to abondon one's self.
It will be the hardest way
of life, but it is the most worth to live.
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