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We often go to forest near school.
It is a pine forest controlled by Indian goverment.
Today's teacher was pine seed.
They are carryed by wind, and fortunately some seeds which grounded at
the tiny gap of rock are able to survive.
But which shape could they ground is unkown, sometimes head is bottom,
sometimes another position they may ground by chance.
The first position will decide their first constelation in life at all.
The rocks are like the parents for us. we could not choose them, but the
first position between huge rocks decides our inner constelation deeply
during our whole lives.
It is so clear if it is possible, it's better to initialize the first accidental
condition at all. Then we can live new life freely without binds of accidental
conditions.
It is clear, but it is not so easy. We need to dance the first constelation
of life again and again untill we will feel that it is stupid to be bound
by the accidental condition. Then we can release from our own accidental
conditions of life.
The term of "Constelation" is by C.G.Jung.
It means a condition of inner qualia stream which resonates with outer
qualia stream. Always these two are resonating. Then it often appears as
synchronisity which two different things happen together at the same time
without real contact. Yes, there are no physical contact. But our life
is always resonating with everything, there are neither mystery nor supernatural
power like a telepathy, clairvoyance, prescience, extrasensory, and so
on. All of them come out from the life resonance.
When we did not notice of life resonance, these misterious archetypes bind
us.
We just need to die down thinking and listen in the subtle signal of life
sway.
Now most of students are able to listen in it, then so real movements come
out from their body spontaneously. There are a few fake movement which
are bound by some stereotypes of dance or butoh.
At the first period, we are bound by preconcieved idea of butoh or dance
strongly. Then at that period it does not work if I adviced so. But now
it seems that students are able to listen in the subtle difference between
a real movement from life, and fake movement by consciusness or from archtypes.
Because the real movement which connects to their own constelation are
felt so hard and with deep reality for ourselves.
Now the time has come to suggest students to taste the difference between
both of them. Students can resognize it.
Acctually when we face to the biggest problem which suffered us for a long
time, we have to dance on the edge of life. There are no space for conscious
judgement or thinking.
We need to continue only these necessary dance which comes out from the
constelation of the darkness of body to reach our life.
Only in these process the technique of weakend body will be needed.
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