Mille Plateaux 54
Belen
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I'm looking over the pictures and i m trying to find some
inspiration to write what i realy want to write about butoh.
I look for it in our gestures, our movements and I suddenly
get this feeling, like i want to throw up, but not from my
stomach, its my chest who wants to vomit: and start crying.
I ask myself: what are you doing? why do you need to look for
some clever words. I look at the pictures again but now I see
somthing striking....I see 'LIFE
I see it so clear that I dont even know why! identify so much
with the body of Belen...becouse maybe I am Erika, Anna, Wisa,
Paul, katherine or Cissy,....maybe i m even Lee.
I m confused, overwhelmed, I start crying again and I meet my
biggest edge: latting life penetrate every pore of my body, even
when it makes me want to throw up from the chest. Now I know its
just life passing throw.