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Butoh School Journal
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11@October 2006 E What is proto vitality? Every creature has natural ability which can keep life in best condition spontaneously. We call it gproto vitalityh. Creature escapes from bad condition for life, and pursue the best condition for life naturally. But modern people lost the proto vitality, instead of getting consciousness.
We@start learning from opening proto vitality in the class of Subbody Butoh School Himalaya. 1. Opening proto sense in the darkness Every creature which has no eyes can recognize what do I do now, what posture am I now, even ameba, worm, insect, and so on. Change the posture with blindfold in different way, then try to recognize what posture am I now without using eye channel. Next with continuing to move, and try to keep recognizing your posture. 2. Ash walk in the darkness Walk as an ash pole with blind fold. Taste every subtle qualia with walking, for example, gravity, breathing, inner breathing, blood stream, light, sound, wind, warmth, and so on. 3. Contact each other in the darkness When you meet another creature during ash walking, confirm the shape and qualia with subtle distance between touching and not touching. 4. Proto vitality as a group in the darkness Walk as a group with blindfold. Always move with taking care of the others in a group. 5. Awaking the folded proto sense@in each part of body In our daily bodies, so many proto sense are folded in every restriction as a human being in the modern society. Reframe your body map from daily body to subbody in each joint, bones, tale, and so on. Then you become able to move as a proto creature like an animal. 6. Recovery of self curing ability Every creature has a nature that can keep oneself in the best condition by oneself with recognizing the condition of oneself. Only modern human being lost the ability of self curing instead of hospital and school. We lost the ability to think by oneself in onefs own way and to control self by oneself. We are imprinted the powerless and helpless from society through education. @ VD@Direct moving nature When baby starts crying with pain, mother can touch to the exact part without thinking. When we throw out our conscious block, we can touch to the exact part directly without thinking in resonance touch and shiatsu healing. Recovering the body which can move spontaneously without thinking. 8. Life resonatibity Every living body is resonating with other living bodies. Paramecium gathers together, coral live together, lightning bugs synchronize together in lightning. Living body has an natural ability to recognize other living body through knowing the specific swaying of resonance pattern of strings. We try to awake this fundamental life resontivity. We try to become a new body with high sensitivity to be able to notice the otherfs condition with empathic imagination. And give helping hand to heal the others spontaneously.
9. Creativity of subconscious Our consciousness are arrested by many kinds of social restrictions, then it is impossible to open free creativity. But, our subconscious can open full creativity without social binding. The life has creative nature, then our life spreaded into so many variations of the life. Life is creative naturally. When we success to open our proto vitality, our creativity will be released completely. 10. Whole vitality When we open our proto vitality, creativity, and resonativity, we can open full of our possibility. We call this full possibility as the eWhole Vitalityf. I hope every human being may live with opening the Whole Vitality. I will continue to educate students to grow up with this Whole Vitality. 11 Body Double phenomenon When our conscious block become weak and proto vitality grow up, the basic composition are shifted/ The balance is broken by growing of subbody flow. Our consciousness feel crisis against this changing. This basic balance shift make many kinds of strange body feeling, and dream of body double phenomenon. You may feel a gap between the first process which you keep for long years, and second process which is arising newly from subbody world. This gap of both process give you strange bodily feeling or body double dreams. Strange experiences will happen in your body, you may be moved by strange power at night, you may dream so strange dreams. Now some students are experiencing these body double phenomenon. They are the proofs of big shift of basis in the darkness of body. Taste the qualia of process deeply and listen up to the life, gWhat message are you trying to send to me?h |