| May 2007 |
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| 31 May, 2007 Amazing secret of life resonance What is happening here? Slowl I could understand what it is. It is amazing secret of life resonance. It happen between life and life. It is the secret between subbody and cobody. Subbody measns subconscious body. Because in the subconscious realm, subconscious and body are not separeted. It is oneness. Then I call it subbody. Cobody means resonating subbody. If I use the term of C.G.Jung, cobody means corective unconscious body. The secret between subbody and cobody means the secret between individual subconscious and corrective subconscious. And now we found the stair way to sink into the place to solve the secret of subconscious and corrective subconscious. This may be the first trial in our human histry to enter the experimental space. I know only Arnord Mindell tryed to investigate into the secret of corrective unconsciousness through his unique world work. But it must be the first time to enter the darkness of body with body movement by subbody method. If I inhibit to use the term of Jung, I can say that is the secret between self and the life. The secret between subbody and cobody means the secret between the self and the life. Exactly, the secret between individual life and the huge life which continue for four billions years. Now we can find the way to investigate the secret between the life as indivudual and the life as kind. If we find the wat to live as a life of kind, our aspect of life will be change completely. We can find the way to live as a life of kind. When we die as a individual life, but we can continue to live through our creation or invention as the life as kind. The most amazing is the life resonance. In the subbody=cobody theater, the life resonance appear with specific shape, for example so beautiful duet or geoup transformation. We are going to find that our subbody worlds are connected, and our subbody is so resonative. And it is so beautifull that we can not say with the words. Also I did not expected that we meet so beautiful fountain in the darkness of body. It is only shame that we can not tell you what happens, because the life resonance is able to catch by niether camera nor video. It is fate of dance. But we will try to tell you beyond the fate somehow. |
| 30 May, 2007 Transparent duet What is happening in the process of school? Some unknown beautiful process is proceeding. In the fourth week, students got how to throw out ego. Today we tryed to enter another person's subbody world with movement. We just open the life resonance and enter each other. Then very tasty five duet are appeared. it was amazing expierience for everybody. We just wondered how our life is so resonative! |
| 27 May, 2007 The Co-creation of the world We drawed Subbody Art of each unique subbody world. And we tryed to share it in difeerent many ways. We tryed to resonate in the body feeling channel each other. And we tryed to find subbody music in each drawing, we tryed to make body sound with resonating the friend's drawing. Also we tryed to resonate by emotion channel with each drawing. Through these experiments we can find that our subbody is possible to resonate each other, and it transform into cobody. So we can co-create each subbody world together with adding something which our subbody resonate. Through these experiences we can learn how to co-create the world. Read more |
| 20 May, 2007 Transparent body and mind To see transparently what is happening between the body, subconscious, and consciousness, it means the tranparent mind. To show transparently them, it means the transparent body. These are the final purposes for subbody method. It needs long time training process of various kinds and levels practices. The entrance of tihs process is following. 1. Become a quiet body With swaying meditation, try to become quiet body. With using the bottom breathing technique from first stage to the fourth stage, calm down your daily body and mind until you can listen uo to the minimum subtle signal in your darkness of the body. 2. Listen to the life sway Breathe by the fourth stage bottom breathing method, Listen uo to the subtle change of your life sway. What do you want to do the most? Ask to your life. Keep the condition that the question is always floating in your darkness of body. Always resonate with the question. 3. Catch the subtle signals from the darkness of body Breathe by the third or fourth stage of bottom breathinfg, listen to the inner breathing by your each cell. Taste the subtle change of your blood. There are so many signs of qualia are flowing in your body with blood stream. Taste the subtle shift of your blood directly, ……ogxigion, carbon dyoxicide, water, pH, sugar, fat, hormones, nervous communication substances, immune substances, blood presure, and so on. 4. Listen to the sway of the life desires Listen to the subtle connection between the change of body conditions and the sway of life desires; survival desire, confort desire, safety desire, connection desire, and individuation desire. 5. Listen to the message of emotions These subtle changes of body conditions are connected with psychological process and feelings. The emotion is the messanger between body and consciousness. Watch carefully the subtle connections between the change of body condition, blood ingredient, desires, sway of emotions, mood, atmosfire, feeling, thinking, tension of each muscle, behaviour, and so on. 6. Listen to the signs in the each channel Listen to the subtle sign in the eight main channels from body and subconscious realm. Signs in body channel; Subtle shift of body feeling, release or tension, somatic symptom, adiction, and so on. Sign in movement channel; Spontaneous movement, habit of movement, tendency, sense of unable to move, and so on. Sign in visual channel; Dream, vision in short moment, flirt of visual image, and so on. Sign in audio channel; Somatic rhythm, wave, vibration, wisper, impulse to say something, and so on. Sign in feeling channel; emotion which wells up suddenly, bind of feeling, depression, unconsciously freesed face, and so on. Sign in relationship channel; Trouble in human relationship, lonlyness, wave of connection desire, and so on. Sign in world image=self image channel; Subtle pain between world and self, unknown discomfort, and so on. 7. Knowing self charasteristic of channels Each person is good at some channels, and not good at other channels. You may use a channel freely, but may not in another channel. If you can see the connection transparently from life sway, body response, desire, blood stream, emotion, mood, and conscousness, you will control everyhting well in the channel. But when you can not notice about subtle signal in subconscious process, the subbody stream is not transparently for you, then it seems to appear to atack you suddenly from the darkness, and control you, sometimes it possess you. To be transparent means to release you from these possessions by uncontrolled impulse. 8. Subbody dance which solves the problem Find your own problem which you are bound unconsciously. Become a friend with the problem or bind, know each other. Then try to dance with them. Create a subbody dance which you face to your problem and find out the solution through the dance anyhow. If you can become friend with them, at least they stop to attack you suddenly. Because now you know each other, and affirm each other. Through these process you try to become a tranparent body which can show what happen between body, subconscious, and consciousness. 9. Long way be transparent body So this is the one of final target to get a transparent mind which can see the process between body, unconscious response, blood srtream, desire, emotion, mood, subconscious, consciousness, feeling, thinking, human relationship, world image=self image stream, and to become a transparent body which is able to show these process transparently. This is the long process which we need various practices and trainigs. This must be endless process until we die. But when you meet a thick darkness change to transparency even only a moment, you will feel so happy. This is a sheer bliss in our life. |
| 17 May, 2007 Jo-Ha-Kyu This week we try to deepen Jo-ha-Kyu method. Jo-ha-kyu was found by Zeami(1363-1443),the founder of Noh dance, as a basic construction method of Noh. Jo means biginning. Ha means changing. Kyu means climax and ending. Also in each Jo-ha-Kyu, there is the Jo-ha-Kyu. 1. Jo-of-Jo-----Hidden qualia The very biginning. You just meet specific qualia in your darkness of body. You just feel it, without showing any movement. It is the secret that only you know. To hide the sign of biginning,---this is the point of Jo- of-Jo. Before moving, you have to prepare enough about the qualia which you are going to dance. In a quiet body, just a resonance is starting secretly, this is the heart of Jo-of-Jo. 2. Ha-of-Jo-----Hidden sway Hidden qualia start subtle sway, and are coming out slowly, ---this is the Ha-of-Jo. Few people may notice that something is starting, but nobody knows what is happning. You just inform what something starts through subtle sway. This is hidden sway. Qualia are always swaying. If the qualia which you meet is qualia of gravity, you sway between heavy and light. Sway between, warmth and coolness. Sway between living world and dead world. Sway between openness and closeness. Sway between lightness and darkness. Sway between Not only a part of body, in every part of your body starts swaying in each direction. Many kinds of qualia are suggested by subtle swaying. Now almost audience notice that something start, but still nobody knows what are going to bigin, the secret become deeper and deeper. You catch the attentions of all audience, and bring them into the whole world of your dance. The resonance start between your dance and the lives of audience. This is the point of Ha-of-Jo. 3. Kyu-of-Jo------Opening a strange diemnsion The sway are amplified into specific qualia, then everybody notice what are going on clearly. You open a strange dimension and become a being in the dimension. This is the Kyu-of-Jo. You bring all audience into this new dimension. For this purpose, all Jo processes are required. 4. Ha------Continue to open next new dimension and next When you got this Jo method, after that you can open any dimension freely. Normaly we have three to five <Ha> changing, Ha1, Ha2, ha3,...like this. Each ha have to show completely different changing. Change of speed, change of position, change of channel, Change of dimension, etc. You have to invent your own way of changing. Unexpected changes are needed. You travel your whole self world, with changing from a subbody movement to next subbody movement. You bring all audience into your strange dimensions. Until all of them transform into being of another dimension. 5. Kyu-------Momiyose and invention THere should be many kind of Kyu. It is the very point which you have to invent novel Kyu. One of Kyu is like this, you show many kind of movement one and another in a short moment. This is called Kyu for 'Momiyose'. After that you can show your climax of your subbody dance. This is the last Kyu. Ask to your life, "Can you repeat this dance ten thousands times?". If your life response,"Yes!", it shold be real Kyu dance for your life. There can be the 'climax Kyu' by increasing tempo, tention, and strenth, on the other hand, there can be 'anti-climax Kyu' which is aproaching to the peak of stilness. Invent your own Kyu which nobody has showen yet, This is the theme of creation of Kyu. At that moment you transform into another being which belong in another dimension. It's like a dead world, and you watch this world as a dead . This living world is full of various qualia. Living being can resonate with them. But the dead can not resonate with any qualia. By dead person's eye, you can tell the message to the audience, "Invent your oroginal life right there!" "Here and now is the place where and when you should live. Look there! Full of rich qualia are right there. You can resonate with all of them." You can thell the truth "Live as a creator!" to the audience who forget this, and feel boring then come to the theater with expecting something interesting. This is the very message from life to life. |
| 10 May, 2007 Feel the darkness So many interesting qualia are folded in the darkness. Taday we started from single celled meditation. Imagine what you were a single cell, the moment when your mothers egg cell recieved your fathers sperma cell, then your individual life had just started. Our life repeats the both phase between single celled phase and multi celled phase, in each generaton. This repetition continue for one billion years. Before one billion years are the age of single celld creatures. Become the origine life which was born on this planet four billions years before. What did the origine life feel? When you become the origine life, you can understand that our life are just resonating with every qualia. Single celled creature has no will and no intention, but they can feel every qualia; qualia of gravity, light, air, water, wind, and so on. Just light are coming from the sun to the single celled creature, then the creature resonates with the light. This is the truth about seeing. It is a illusion of ego that you decide to see then you can see something. "I watch.", "I listen.", "I feel.","I do.", these are all illusions. Every qualia are happened between life and the world. There are neither subject nor object in the true world. This truth is not easy to understand by word. You need to meditate deeply enough, then your daily consciousness die down enough, you can feel this truth. Walk in the darkness as a single celled creature After single celled meditaton, we walk with blind fold for twenty minutes with the guide and gurad by your partner. Walker try to feel everything as a single celled creature. Then walker can understand that something approach to you from over there and just resonate with your life. If you can forget enough that you are a human, you can touch the truth of resonance. |
8 May, 2007 Subbody=cobody transfomation as a co-creating process This subbody school has one month course as the minimum course. We could not receive the application for less than one month. It was hardly to explain why it is impossible. But now I found the real reason. This course is not individual course, but it is a transformation process as a group of students. Student show one's own subbody movement each other everyday for one month. Through this process student can understand each other deeply, after that the miracle exchange process between subbody and cobody can happen. This process is co-creation among all students. Then on the way of this process, if one student has gone, it become deep absence like a death. When all students could share the whole transformation process together, only after this sharing process, the miracle of the exchange of subbody and cobody could happen. So I found the reason why we could not receive less than one month course application. Please understand about peculiarity of the co-creation process. And please apply more than for one month course. I ask you sincirely. |
7 May, 2007 Swaying stand Stand with changing shape of leg and foot. Change the gravity point on the defferent part of your foot. Step into the ground in defferent way and rhythm, power, speed, then taste the subtle defference of interaction from the ground. Many different qualia are passing through your body. Change the shape of your foot curve, change the grade of releasing of your heal, knee, hip joint. Close your sucrum joint until limit, and open it until limit. Stand with wearing different kind of sway. Invent legs Through these practice, ask to your life, "What standing do you want to invent?". Our daily bodies are bound by so many kind of asummptions and habits. Why do you stand by both legs? Why do you stand with straight legs? When we release from these binds, we can invent various kind of standing. Invent your own legs which you have never done, and never seen. Maybe this theme is too sudden, because today is the first day of May course. But our lives seach novel things always. When life meet fresh theme, life try it with joy. This is life. I wonder why? That's why our life invent so many ways of living in these four billions histry of life. |
| April 2007 |
26 April, 2007 Open potential creativity of subconscious Few peple know that the creativity is not by consciousness but it folded in subconscious. But when we get the method of opening creativity of subconscious, we found it is an infinite fountain of creativity. Today we practice how to open it in visual channel. Extrovert channel and introvert channel We have extrovert channel and introvert channel in each channel, body, movement, visual, audio, feeling, relationship, world image/self image, and thinking channel. Extrovert channel is interacting by physical things and energy. Introvert channel is resonating with inner qualia. Inner qualia is so subtle compairing to outer information which we are interacting through the extrovert channel. Maybe it is billion times smaller than information by extrovert channel. Then at first we have to settle down our consciusness, by various conditioning methods ;swaying meditation, bottom breathing, inner breathing and so on. After our consciousness die down, we can notice subtle signal of qualia from subconscious. Open the introvert visual channel Today we tryed to open introvert visual channel in following method. 1. die down our consciousness by swaying meditation and bottom breathing, and enter into subconscious mode. 2. Close eyes and watch subtle sways or stream of light in the darkness. They are so subtle qualia of light than the qualia of real light. Normaly our daily eyes do not notice of them. 3. If you catch subtle qualia of light, just folow them and amplify them. The qualia are always resonating, then immidiately some visual qualia streams will come up and they guide you into so rich world where various visual qualia are dancing. That's it. The point is to catch the first moment of so subtle signal of visual qualia. 4. After enjoying this process for 20 minites, draw them on a paper. Put everyhting waht you saw in the introviert visual travel. 5. Taste each drawing of your friends together, you can find so rich varieties of each subbody world. (You can see the drawings by students of subbody school. Crick here) Maybe you must surprise at the richness of the creativity which is folded in sbconsciousness. Just few people knows the way to release it. No school teachs it. No teacher knows the way of releasing. But when you notice the way of releasing creativity in subbody, you will facinated in it. The taste of life will change completely. Everybody has this creativity in each subconscius world. Please try it according to the method avove. You must find that you are so uique artist. The important point is to throw out the dualistic judgement what is good or bad. Then the process of entering subbody mode above is important. |
| 20 April, 2007 Investigation into hidden qualia When you find a rough sequence of your own subbody dance, next step is polishing of each moment of movement. Investigate into more subtle qualia in each moment of subbody movement with keeping one's own choreography. Find hidden qualia in hidden joints Try to find hidden qualia with opening hidden joints, hidden muscles. Hidden joint means, for example, the fourth joint of each finger, which is hidden in the hand, the joints between eight small bones of wrist, the joint between color bone and chest bone, the joint between sucrum and pelvis, the joint between each spine, and so on. To move these hidden joints, also we have so many hidden muscles which our daily body has forgotten. When you try to move these hidden joint, you can find hidden qualia which are connected with the another creature ages which our lives has expierienced in the long histry of life. It may be a kind of life memory. Our daily bodies forgot them, but they are folded in these hidden qualia in our darkness of body. Sway between the living world and the dead world. When you find these hidden qualia in specific part of body, sway them with the most subtle size between this living world and another world. You may meet another creature's qualia of life. Your subbody may remember the hidden charactors of your whole self. Your life may recall the hidden qualia as a another creature, another being. Sway each part of body with the most sutle sway between life and the death. Become the collapsed body When you find the hidden qualia, sway each part of your body between this dimension and another dimension, you can transform into the weakend body or collapsed body. Each particle of your body is swaying in every dimension with different qualia through different channels. These weakened subbdoy will guide you into the deeper level in your darkness of whole self. |
| 19 April, 2007 Begger meditation When a traveler enteres India, he meets so many handicappers as beggers on the road. Their bodies are limited in different ways. At first our ego deny to recieve these impression. Our ego dissociates them. It's not me. and tries to forget them. But our life cannot forget them after for a while the qualia of handicappers are coming out with deep impressions. Why? We meditate with upstreaming life histry. We try to become the origin life which is born on this planet four billions years ago. The first life could not move at all. Just it tried to live. Some day our life invented how to move. But it was also very limited movement like as amoeba or flgellate. Always they were moved by gravity, wave, wind and so on. This condition continue many billions years. Then we can aware the reason why the qualia of anable to move, or the qualia of limited to move are so deep taste for life. These qualia were thefirst expieriences for life for many billions years. That is the reason why we are moved by handicapped movement, limited movement so ddeply. Then though our ego try to egnore them, our life cannot forget them. Qualia of unable to move After begger meditation and upstream life meditation, we try to reseach the deepest qualia in our body. Hundreds tandens block and release With eight shape movement at every part of body, we try to block a specific part of body with keep bending and listen to the body. In each part of body, so many qualia are folded in long histry of life. We just recall the life memory, and find the most deep taste qualia for each subbody. Find the bottom qualia for your subbody Ask to your life what qualia is the deepest for you? Become the origine life, and try to feel the qualia of unable to move. Become the lower creature which is limited to move, and try to taste the qualia of limited to move. Depnd on subbody's condition, somebody enter into origine creature. The others become their own creature, and try to move with limited body. Through these practice, we try to find the bottom qualia for each subbody and bottom shape, and try to find subbody movement. It has so deep impressions for us. |
| 14 April, 2007 Transfomation ---Miracle of introvert qualia channel We have eight channels as a main channel as the following; Body feeling, Movement, Visual, Audio, Feeling, Human relationship, World image= self image, and Thinking channels. Each channel has both of extrovert channel and introvert channel. Extrovert channels response to physical thing and power in the world. Introvert channels resonate with inner qualia which the life feel. Qualia is so subtle, conparing the extrovert information. We recieve subtle signal of specific qualia in introvert channel. Introvert signal is thousans times subtler than extrovert signal. Extrovert signal is thousands times stronger than introvert channels signal. We can traslate the extrovert signal into the information. The machine can treat information, but it can niether feel nor use qualia. Only life can resonate with qualia. Only life can feel qualia and use qualia in the universe. When our extrovert channels open, intorovert signals are masked by extrovert strong signals. Then we need to rest our daily body and mind enough by swaying meditation, bottom breathing and rhizomeing technique, for opening introvert channels. a. Swaying meditation b. Three dimentional conditioning at hundred tandens of body c. Bottom breathing from the first stage to the third stage d. Listen to the subtle signal of each channel at the bottom part of the body with using bottom breathing. 1. Transformation method in body channel Start from bottom breathing. Contract the bottom of body with exhaling. Catch a subtle signal of some qualia of body feeling, for example, heavy, light, warm, cold, stiff, smooth, painful, ease, and so on. At first you can just think about a kind of qualia, then your can feel the qualia at a point of body, body has already started changing. The qualia are always resonating each other then when you think about a kind of qualia at a part of body, the qualia are activated with instant resonance, and you can catch it. With releasing the bottom, iamgine the qualia are going up through the body from botoom. Spread out the qualia from bottom to the whole body gradually. You can recognize the change from introvert qualia to extrovert real body feeling. When the body become full of a specific qualia, taste it, and it is passing through your body with exhaling. This is the miracle what we can tranformation into any kind of being. When you want to transform another body or being, you need to master this transformation process which you call up a qualia in the introvert body channel and fulfil it in your whole body in the extrovert body channel. This is the essense of rhizomeing technique. Taste this process deeply, when you got this method, you can become an excellent qualia user. It become able to use any kind of qualia, and transform to any kind of being. |
| 9 April, 2007 Transfomation into single cell We started April course from single cell maditation. 1. Swaying meditation Rotate your pelvis. Find the most confortable speed and size. 2. Inner breathing Send fresh air to all cells. Listen to the subtle change of cells feeling. 3. Remember the fetus dream When we are a fetus in mothers womb, we did not know that we are a human. We are just floating in the amniotic fluid for ten months. Our consciousness forget this age at all. But our subconsciousness remember this age's body feeling. When we got the most confoutable sway in the swaying meditation, everybody feel spacial confort. This swaying confort is an imprint from swaying in fetus age. We might have various dreams as a creature except of human. 4. Remember the single cell age Our indivisual life started when our mother's egg cell met father's spelma. We were just a small single cell. 5. Upstream to the origine life Go upstream more. Imagine our life repeated the single cell form and multi cell form for long years. Imagine that we were the origine cell which were born on this planet at the first time at four billions years ago. 6. Qualia by the resonance between origine life and the universe Imagine what qualia did the original life feel about the emvironment. Even single cell could feel the qualia of gravity, sun shine, air, wind, wave, and taste of molecule of food. 7. Move as a single cell creature Find the most primitive movement as a single cell creature. Ask to your life "what do you want to do?" 8. Find today's subbody movement As a single cell creature, find a most primitive movement. Short movement is OK. Just a simple movement for a minite. We shared each subbody movement together in the subbody theater at the end of class. |
| March 2007 |
| 29 March, 2007 The archetypes in each channel Today we tryed blind walk in the field arround the school. Walk with blindfold and bear feet. A parter guide him/her and guard from dangers with giving subtle touch. Students walk and totch so many qualia from darkness. In the darkness, our proto sense open, and subconsious imagination start working. At this condition, many archetypes visit and infulluence to imagination. The archetypes are found by C.G.Jung. They are coming up from corrective unconscious, which is imprinted in human's genome, then we share them beyond the differences of cultures and nations. Therefore we can find similar patterns through mythes, folklores, religious symbols. Jung reseached mainly archetypes of self image channel, for example the Shadow which is hidden inferior charactor, the Divine child, the Great mother, the Wise Old MAn, the trickster, and the Anima/Animus which are archetype in human relation channel. But I fonud not only these channels, but also they appear in every channel. Almost nations have the archetype of heaven and Hell, they are the archetype of world image channel. In the body feeling channel, we have the common archetype of the Unable to move, the Separeted spirits from physical body. In movement channel, we share the Struggling movement archetype, the Flying dream archetype. In the visual channel, we share the Beaming light archetype, lost light archetype, the Mandala shape archetype, and so on. In the audio channel, we have the Wisper from another dimension, the voice from the God, advise from the Wise, the Wisper from Dead, and so on. In the emotonal channel, we have the Common typical feelings, Sadness, Joy, Anger, Ease, Hetred, and so on. In the human relatio ship channel, so many types of Anima/Animus, and the Hero, Heroine. Price on the white hourse, the Archetype of love story. ----Holly movies use them always and the Hero archetype. In the thinking channel, we have archetypes which is the common concept of 'Human', and 'Dualism' which divides everething into Inside/Outside, Me/You, Up/Down, Enemy/Friend, Right/Wrong, Beautiful/Ugry, and so on. Thse are the strongest archetype which most of people are bound by, in this contemporary age. They all are the heritage of human histry. Sometimes archetype encourage us, and sometimes they possess us, and limit our creativity into same patterns. On the way of subbody travel for releasing our potential creativity and originality of our subconscious, we have to face to these archetypes, and struggle arainst their power. Today, some students meet their own archetypes in the travel of darkness. We have to find each solution through confrontation against the archetypes. What unique creations will come up, it is the big pleasure to see the next process from now on. |
| 27 March, 2007 Entering into dreambody Today we try to enter the dreambody. Dreambody and subbody are brothers. They are coming up from same world. There is a only subtle difference. Subbody opens all channels. Dreambody opens several channels except of movement channel. We try to enter as a subbody into dreambody world. 1. Lay down with calm mind, and maditate with half sleep and half awake body/mind. 2. Remember the your proto dream which you have dreamt many times, or the mosy impressive nightmare in your life. 3. Write down the dream with remenbering the body feeling qualia in the proto dream. 4. Roll on the floor with releasing body. Not you roll, someone roll your body, then you follow it. 5. Roll together with two persons, and one body roll over onto another person's body each other. 6. All bodies roll together with contacting bodies as a human ocian. And last person roll over on the himan ocian. With carrying by human ocian, move freely like in the dream. 7. Become human mountain. Bottom person go up to the others and roll down from the top. Each person goes up and down at random. 8. Find a confortable position for a rest on the human mountain. 9. One person start talking about one's proto dream, and move as a dreambody. 10. The other people become the dream world, or follow the dreambody's movement. For example when dreambody swims in the stormy ocian, the other people become big wave or swimming dreambody. 11. When one person finish, next person starts to talk and move as one's dreambody. 12. When everybody finish, starts self reseach for 20 minutes. And remenber the other immpressive dream, and find a connection from one dream to another dream. 13. Show one's dreambody dance one and another. 14. Meditate about one's dream world and today's dreambody dance. Ask to your dream, "Where are you from? Who are you? And taste the qualia og the proto dream. 15. Next day you find connections between today's dreambody and another day's subbody movement. 16. Through these process, slowly you can taste your whole self world, with awaring the multiple connection in the dream world and subbody world. |
| 26 March, 2007 Upstream life meditation We started today's class from life upstream meditation. Now we have a life as a indivisual human. But it is bound by so complicated daily common illusion, then it is so hardly to feel the life. We need to remenber that we are just simple lives. 1. Rotate your pelvis with finding the most comfortable rhythm and size. Find the most comfortable sway, and listen to it. ----Always we start from this swaying meditation and enter into subconscious mode with calming down our daily mind/body. 2. Imagine that you are the first origine life which was born on this planet at the first time four billions years ago. 3. Think about that our life continue from this first moment to presence without any cutting of sequence of life. So our life is four billions years old. Not only us all creature has the same histry of four billions years. We share the same length of life exactly. 4. Image what is the qualia of life for this origine creature. They could not move at all. They just try to continue living. Taste this the most fandamental tendency of life. Still our life has the same tendency that continues to live. 5. Also taste the proto qualia of life. They could not move at the first period for a long time.. After for a while some creature invented how to move by cilia, flagellum, or a movement like a ameaba. But it ability was so small, they could move very little. Almost always they are moved by outside power, gravity, wave, wind and so on. These qualai of hardly to move, and qualia to be moved are so deep for life, because our lives continue single cell age for three billions years. 6. Another proto qualia of life is to envent new way to live. For first life could not breath. They got oxigion from eating iron oxide, or sulfer dioxide. Oneday proteo bacteria envented breathing, then they could get flesh oxygen from air directly. Someday proteo bacteria were eaten by another big bacteria. But proteo bacteria keep living in another bacteria, because they were well to breathe. Then they atrat living together. Proteo bacteria changed to mitochondria. This is the one of the big envention in our life histry. 7. Another big invention was the photosynthesis by siano bacteria. They started to get energy from sun shine and product thier body by getting carbon from carbon dioxide. Also siano bacteria find a way to live together in another cell. They became chlorophyl. They developed to many species of plants. 8. The third biggest invention was the simbiosis between single cell and another single cell. It happened one billion years before, then our life spreaded into many kinds of shapes, ways of living. Become your original creature 9. Each creature found one's own world; froating in the water, attaching on the rock, sinking into underground, and so on. Each way of life has a set of one's own world image and self image. Taste these various world images and self images of each creature. 10. Find the most familiar image and most strange image for your life. Taste them deeply, and become them with tasting it's world image and selfimage. Follow and amplify it until your own original creature. 11. Become your original creature with foinding your own movement; how to move, how to eat, how to carry, and so on. |
| 19 March, 2007 Awareness of the life resonance Our lives are always resonating with everything arround the lives. When our subtle senses has opened, we can notice that the qualia arise through resonance between life and everuthing arround it. There are niether subject nor object. That is just illusion which our daily minds are bound. Today we try to meditate to become the first original creature which appeared on this planet four billions years before. At that time we were just single cell creature like bacteria. But this creature could feel many qualia beteen the life and surroundings. They could recognize the qualia of gravity, sun shine, air, wind, wave, some chemicals which are beneficial or harmful. These all qualia do not happen between ths subject and the object. The qualia arise just by resonance between life and something. Today we just concetrate to feel the qualia coming up through life resonance. And this resonance is always swaying with subtle vibrations. A student said that this morning she was not fine, but when she awared of this life resonance, she recovered the vitality and become better. " I could recover strong connection with my life." |
| 15 March, 2007 Rhizoming technique Rhizoming technique is one of the most inportant technique in subbody method. In our subconscious world, so many different tendencies are flouting, if we show them at the same time, it seems just like a chaos, the other can not understand at all. Then we catch only one subtle tendency of qualia at a point of body, then slowly amplify it to a movement. This is the rhizoming technique, it is nessecery for communication. For more details about rhizoming technique: read here. |
| 13 March,2007 Resonance touch Today is the second day of this year. We learn the resonance touch method. Resonance touch is the method to experience the subtle resonance between life and life. When we calm down our daily body's gross sense, we can listen to life resonance. We need this technique for cure ourself when we travel our subbody world, because so many unexpected things happen in this travel. When any strange experiences happen, if we can conntact with life resonance, our lives are encouraged, and we can open folded proto vitality in our subconscious world. In this proto vitality, self cure ability, creativity, and resonance abilty are folded. So, resonance method is to unfold these potential ability of life, as same as shiatsu technique. I develope the principle of life resonance which I learned from Endo Ryoukyu who is founder of Tao shiatsu, and Masunaga Shizuto who originated Zen shiatsu. For more information about resonance touch method: read here. |
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