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2007
Mr.Viet, May his soul rest in peace!
Memorial for Kenji Nagai
Butoh of Hisako Horikawa
Workshop by Katsura Kan in London
Streaming sense of Pitar
A letter from a poet
'Opening another dimension' and Roberto matta
A letter from old friend
Life resonates with the Dead
Go to the edge of imagination
Kan Katsura@Time Machine
Life of resonance
Resonance with the dead, handicapper, insanity, and murder
Calabi-Yau meditation
Eagles start immigration
2006
The state as a humanoid system
Cuckoo starts resonance
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ƒContents„

5 Becoming whole self
4 Narrow gate to the transparency
3 Listen out for whole self
2 Awake to qualia stream
1 Throw away the consciousness and resonate with the world


What is butoh?
What is the deepest dance method in the world?
How can you become an originator of your own butoh dance?

4 Narrow gate to the transparency

Dualism of qualia

 

Qualia is a real feeling about the quality of something.

They come out beyond the timespace.

When qualia of deep fear which are folded in a deep memory which is printed at the first time when we were small children, come out, we feel them with full of reality for bodymind.

 

When our daily mind which connect strongly with consensus reality world is strong enough, we can distinguish between the realty of outside world and inner world.

 

But when a strong qualia come out, they change our total state of bodymind from physical state to mental state completely.

A pattern of neurohormonal message molecules control our bodymind state immediately.

These a set of message molecules are connected to a specific state of experience.

 

It is called gstate-dependent memory, learning, and behaviorh by psychobiologists like Ernest Rossi.

 

At that time we can not distinguish between a real qualia connected with the outside reality of now and here, and a reality of inner memorial qualia.

We have to fall into deep confusion.

 

This is the most terrible side of dualism of qualia.

Every delusion starts from here.

 

Everybody experience these kind of state-dependent memory, learning and behavior. But normally people do not pay attention about them, then these experiences are drived into surrounding.

It become a subconscious process.

 

But in a case of dissociated disorder, at the moment when the strong traumatic state-dependent memory come out, the switch of main character is turned off, and sub character starts to possess the whole bodymind.

At the moment all neurohormonal message molecules are changed into a specific state at once.

I can not control the process by consciousness.  

 

To eat or to be eaten

When I keep a good condition I can control th ewhole process which everybody who lives in the darkness of body come out, dance, and passing thorough me.

 

The process is similar for me with a string dance, which the estring theoryf by physicists suggests.

By the string theory, very tiny strings are vibrating in the Calabi-Yau space which eleven dimensions are folded.

Also many charactors and cratures are folded in the darkness of my body. These two process is similar for me, then I named this technique to become a gCalabi-Yau passing thorough bodyh. 

I can transform into everything instantly.

 

But if I fail, the dualism of qualia eat me, and possess me.

I can not control everything, but I am controlled by the trick of qualia.

To eat the dualism of qualia, or to be eaten by the dualism of qualia, only one possibility of two we can get.

 

Narrow gate to become a transparent mindbody

 

In a subbody buoth dancing, the most ideal state is to become a transparent bodymmind.

What is transparent bodymind?

It is to show everything which is happening around  me,

arround whole bodymind.

Between conscious world and subconscious world, between body and mind, between you and me, between self and the world, I want to show everything happening transparently.

 

But there are narrow gate, until I get the transparent bodymind.

I have to overcome this big crisis, and passing thorough the side of big crisis, I may pass the gate.

I may fail or success. I do not know now at all, but I will go.

 

Recovery the transparent resonance with the world

 

Why do I try to go to the transparent state against danger.

Because when I release from the conscious prioritized consciousness in this modern world, we become able to resonate with all animate beings.

 

We have to release from the bind of consciousness.

This miserable state which all human being are bind by these egoic mind have not ever been on this planet.

I remember until my grand mother7s age, people keep animism mind living with all nature.

Still now we can meet the hill tribe people on the mountain in asia or another world which keep the great transparent mind which resonate with the world.

When we become to able to treat ocnsciousness and subconscious equally, we will be transparent bodymind.

 

I hope the people who want to enter this world.

I have to tell you this is the dangerous way.

I hope to come only the people who recognize much of dangers and want to enter this way in spite of them.

Letfs go with together in the darkness. 

 

3 Listen out for whole self


Whenever you want to do so, it is good to try to listen out for your whole self.
Especially, it is the chance when you take bathroom, train, bed,
When you release from strong consciousness, itfs the best chance.

Try to feel the qualia of your whole self at that moment.
At the beginning it es OK just try to listen out for it.
Then gradually sometime the whole self give a sign like a big ameba is moving slowly toward somewhere.

That is the qualia of whole self.

You should feel the moment that a mass of sticky liquid, like a big ameba turns direction of its movement.

To catch the direction of the movement, it is the very direction of your whole self suggests you.

When you feel a direction, you had better to follow it, otherwise something wrong will happen.
Every symptom arises from there.


2 Awake to qualia stream

 

Why is it important to throw away the consciousness for us?

Because it is the biggest trap which we are alienated from our whole self in this modern age.

When we keep the strong consciousness which has priority too much, we become blind about our subconscious flow which are moving in the darkness of body.

The unconsciousness is the product by the too much priority to the consciousness in this modern age.

It does not have so much long history that we hold this type of intelligence. As Michel Foucault found out in his important work of gwords and thingsh (1966), It has just two three hundreds years old history.

 

Before the human being used to have the dual senses, we used both type of intelligence, which are consciousness and another type of fluid intelligence.

 

It uses qualia fluid for recognize everything.

I call it gfluid sense of qualiah.

 

What are qualia?

Qualia are the sense of qualities about something

They are not only information but include emotional feelings or body feelings about something. They are the realization themselves about something.

Red of the rising sun has specific qualia as rising sun.

We never mistake it with red of apple.

 

Everything has each own qualia.

We still use qualia under the consciousness.

 

But when our conscious@priority consciousness become too strong, we forget this qualia sense, and it turns to the unconsciousness which we can not contact at all. We have lost the ability to use qualia fluid sense.

 

When we can not use qualia fluid, this qualia fluid in the darkness of body turn to attack us as if some strange power from outside. This is the root reason that we become to be suffered by neurosis and psychosomatic disease.

 

I realized an important thing after living in Himalaya India for five years and experiencing hard culture gap shock.

Indian people keep the qualia fluid sense firmly from the ancient age downward. Especially mountain side people keep it stronger.

Hill tribe people keep the qualia fluid sense the most richly.

They can listen to the fluid which is moving in the darkness of body.

The qualia fluid is always swaying with resonating with the forest and animals. They can listen to the voice from the spirit in nature.

 

But modern people who live in the advanced nations is not able to listen to them. We have lost the big important ability to listen to them.@We exchange qualia sense which resonate with nature and the others for conscious prior consciousness.

When the consciousness and unconscious impulse fall into contradiction, neurosis and psychosomatic disease

But hill tribe people have no concern about that kind of modern disease. (off course also they have many hard problems in this age. They have lost the natural forest which they use freely for hunting and gathering. I will refer about these problems at another chance.

Now I focus in the problems for modern people.)

 

After learning language We misunderstand ourselves that we think just using language, but actually we use both processes of conscious language and qualia fluid sense at the same time.

This is the oneness=double process, then it is hard to notice.

 

We need some specific technique to notice it, like a meditation or self hypnosis for transforming to the minimum low level of consciousness.

 

When we transform into the lowest conscious level, we can notice very subtle signal from qualia fluid moving in the darkness of body.

I could success to see the process in my body transparently when I have left from Japan and start living in Himalaya India where is not any noisy information.

 

Today I want to tell you only a thing.

 

Our consciousness which you hold now is not standard nor permanent for human at all.

In advanced country everybody fall into the state that is bound by the conscious prior consciousness mode, then nobody notice that we are strange.

But when you start living in another country where is outside of advanced area, you can notice that another type of mind is so common than the modern type one.

 

This process was extremely terrible for me. I have fallen into the deep culture shock and neurosis for three years. I was almost mad with confusing at all.

When I realized that my own identity as modern Japanese is not absolute, but it is relative, and people have another kind of intelligence, I could release from neurosis.

 

The sense of qualia fluid has another principle for moving. It is completely different from our daily world which has three dimensions.

 

 Qualia fluid has properties like following.

œIt is always fluid and changing.

œIt moves between different dimensions freely.

œAll creatures have their own qualia fluid. Then we can understand through qualia resonance.

œQualia resonate oneness=double process between the real and illusion.

 It has so many else, but today I will stop here. I will continue to investigate the properties of qualia fluid.

 

Today, just I want to tell that there is another type of intelligence for human.

It is named sense of qualia fluid.

 

And I will tell you that one of the goal of this blog.

It is to get a new type of intelligence which ca treat the both of consciousness and subconscious equally.

I call it transparent mind and body.

 

When we get it we may create another type of society except of this kind of society which people can not resonate each other and are alienated.

 

(I will mention about the principle of resonance which qualia are moving by at the next text.)

1 Throw away the consciousness and resonate with the world

 

To resonate with the world.

To aware that you are resonating with the world.

 

I will tell you extremely important things only for coming human being.

What is the reason why our human society becomes strange fundamentally somehow?

Why we can not resonate each other as a creature.

Why people can see the TV scene which foreign people are killed by missiles and bombs.

Does it mean that our human mind become strange?

 

What is the root problem?

Where can we find out the way for breakthrough?

 

I have spent for five years after leaving from Japan and start living Himalaya India.

 

I needed to release myself from the too much information flow in modern society.

 

Now I can see something what is the biggest problem in modern society.

 

Then I decide to open this blog to tell you the truth which I found.

 

Let me speak now.

I will tell you extremely important things only.

Sorry, my word may become too extremely sometimes.

Because I am Japanese, I have just small vocabulary,

I do not know the polite way to speak softly.

 

First of all, the most important thing is to throw away the consciousness which bind you to the narrow life.

Then you can open a transparent mind which can treat equally consciousness and unconsciousness.

 

When your consciousness is divided strongly from subconscious and body feeling, the unconsciousness world are created.

 

This is the biggest trap which most people are caught in this modern age.

 

Just throw away the bind of consciousness, and open your whole transparent mind.

You can meet your whole self.

Then you can find out that your whole being is resonating with the world,

with all people, all creatures in the world.

 

This is the most important thing which I tell you at first.

 

What is the resonance?

What is the whole self?

These points are the theme for following section.


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