|18 May, 2019
Take off the Self and Dance the Behind World
Alex was exploring how to dance the <Behind World>.
This week, she created a new <Behind World Share> or <Kugutsu(傀儡) Share>.
We were divided into groups of several, one by one (from A1), asked
the other members to dance the own <Behind world Qualia> of each.
This day I first danced as A1. I asked to be <a fake womb>, <a seducing witch>, <a didconnected
childhood girl friend>, and <a red
god> to be behind world of me.
A2's Navila shared her behind-world where <various objects are
transformed into creatures>
A3 Sonia shared <bugs, abyss, laughing mother>,
A4 Raul shared <storms, black holes, sweets, memories of sad
A5 Ripley shared the world behind <influences from mother, dust
ball, all living things die>.
When I actually danced this, I was surprised to encounter so rich
First, when I was dancing with my Behind world's Qualia that I had
asked for others, I was reminded of how I was being bound by myself and I felt
that I had to fight against these behind worlds until death.
However, when I danced another person's behind world Qualia, I felt
a sense of liberation that I could not say by word.
Every day Co-researchers have danced countless world Qualia in
order to co-create each other's world, but I have never done till this day.
And I noticed. (Oh, dancing the behind world Qualia that do not
connect to self is necessary training to take off self.)
It is definitely not enough to dance yourself.
We need to keep dancing what we are not ourselves.
To dance every Qualia of an
infinite diverse world is necessary.
This is the unavoidable way to take off the self binds that are
deeply trapped and to become Life.
This <dancing the world>, <dancing the Behind world>
lessons will eventually be incorporated into the root of the De-self method.
To dance the behind
When we dance the behind world, we inhibit the surface muscle that
we use in the daily life, instead of them we open hidden (deep layered) muscles.
Because Life Resonance with the Behind world is not daily body’s resonance but Life
Resonance. Normally the Deep layered muscles are controlled by subconscious.
When we use them, we can open forgotten (=marginalized) Qualia, it connects to
the Proto Life response.
This method which we use both of present physical movement and
inner memory Qualia at the same time is depend on the Qualia method which we
found the double resonance of outer Qualia and inner Qualia. This is a practical
development from the Qualia theory.
(cf. “Qualia as the Life Resonance” by Rhizome Lee, Amazon publishing click here)
This kind of thing that happens is the biggest joy of co-research
and co-midwife of the subbody=cobody community. We are growing to the unknown
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